hate

[punkboyjustin]

i fucking hate my father, y? because its easier to hate than it is to love the old bastard, i woke up late and didnt clean my rooom good enough for him so he is going to go through the trouble of throwing everything into a plastic bag for me and making a bigger fucking mess, he is the biggest tempermental child that is almost 50 years old, ugh

Comments

[stellalunatic]

like you said, it is easier to hate him than it is to love him. So do the difficult thing. Pretty stupid advice, huh? But eventually you will be able to forgive him for all the dumb shit. Anyway, you should be busying yourself with planning to get out and get on.

I just remember I had a mantra cum prayer when I was 18 and on the cusp of moving out, when my parents would scream or hit or whatever shit they did, I would just think "Forgive them, father, they know not what they do." Just like that, over and over again until it was over. But there again, I was in a sort of different situation. Oh enough out of me.

<3

[punkboyjustin]

thx call me im bored

[justrenton]

yours does that shit too? i hate that with a passion to kill i swear. My only thing is i'm big enough and strong enough now and my dad is old and injured enough that the last time he tried that i threw him out of my room. He outweighs me by like 65 lbs too. That was like 3 years ago. Of course he tried to throw me out of the house after that but my mom clipped his wings for being a child. hehehe.

[punkboyjustin]

yeah well my dad outweighs me, is stronger and my mom is a push over

[justrenton]

heh, well shizite. Wanna hang out tonight?

[holyp00]

i have no childhood toys b/c of my father doin that crap. i came home one day and everything i owned was tossed out of my bedroom window, and half was in the trash can by the curb.