ok well today was amazing. i had mad fucking fun chillen with Tara, Daniella, Leah, Bryan, Brian, Dan Kind, and Dave. PARTY BUDDIES TO THE MAX. hahah yo, tomorrow i guess i have to move shit at my aunts house with my sister but keifer is coming over this shit is fucked up. UGH ( Read more... )

well today was a pretty crappy day. i was very irritable the whole time. it was seventh period, i had study hall. i though to myself, just another regular day with Kara and Milo. BOY HOWDY WAS I WRONG. we were told to get our shit and go to the audotorium(sp?). on the way there, Kara and I were walking, and some girl was resisting being held by the ( Read more... )

"Cold And Blue And Lifeless"

Do you know that every night I think of ways to get back at you?
I'd sneak into your room, put a pillow over your face, suffocate you.
Rip into your chest and tear out your heart.

To see if you bleed, like I do.
I bet you do.
Tripping over my words and now you're tripping on me. Isn't that funny?
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"They Looked Like Strong Hands"

This isn't who I am.
From confidence to self doubt in 60 seconds.
Storming stages and stereos from here to there,
trying to prove that I belong.
Trying to win approval from people that I don't know.

And I look so strong
when the weight of all the world
don't take its toll.
And I'd choose my sides
if I ( Read more... )

ok well this week of school sucked. this weekend suck..

Friday- I went to the mall with Leighann and Tara. We smoked, and the coppers got us. I'm bannded from the mall for six months. My mom and dad arn't to mad, just dissapointed. Leighann is grounded for two months. Tara has no punishmesntbecuase her mom doesn't care and bough Tara the bowl. She ( Read more... )

to stressed and mentaly drained to write an update. i suck, i've been slacking alot.

so yeah. today was probaly the best day in a really long time. even though I had detention. I sat next to Kevin the whole time, and made up six missing assignments. When I got home i kinda' just sat around and slept for a couple hours. I woke up from my nap, called Miguel and he told me that he didn't want to talk to me for a long while. that ( Read more... )

I want change. I want to dissapear from the world for a couple weeks, and just come back. Not tell anyone, just walk away from everything. Everything and everyone. No regrets.

Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You ( Read more... )