VIDEO: IN MY HANDS (SUPERNATURAL, WINCEST)
Vidder: Thandie
Title: In My Hands
Fandom: Supernatural
Genre: Drama
Warnings: Explicit Wincest
Song/Artist: "Hemorrhage" by Fuel
Software: Adobe Premiere Pro 2.0, Adobe After Effects 7.0
Characters/Pairings: Sam/Dean, John
Summary: Sam and Dean's relationship over the years, and how their lifestyle and the loneliness that comes with it finally bring them to act on their repressed feelings. For the serious thing read the notes below.
Download: AVI, 74MB
Streaming: Imeem
Notes:
After I listened to the song, I just felt I had to try to make another wincest video. I've never been satisfied with my old one, "Mad About You", so this was the chance to overlap my past mistakes...
The song is about someone leaving, so I basically started this with a Dean's POV in mind, and Sam leaving for Stanford...I assumed (on the video it's open to personal interpretation) that some sexual tension or repressed longing already existed when Sam leaves.
After that part, that needed to be clear, I lose a little the POV because at that point it becomes the two of them again on the road, alone with each other. .
Delving in the boring detail: for this video I used AEE to make manips, I made 3 of them and they came out pretty good. Apart from that I still can't find a use for AEE (because it's still pretty obscure to me), I guess I'll keep discovering new things with time.
Another thing, I discovered this song thanks to this fanmix ldyghst posted a while ago. I guess I have to thank her, because I wouldn't ever have known it otherwise. She posts cool music.
ETA: I just came to know that another SPN video has been made time ago to this same song, but my main (and also worst) trait when it comes to the internet is that I'm always the last one to watch and know things...so obviously I didn't know! Well, I thought it would be correct to put the link to her vid list, in case anyone is curious and has not watched that one: http://wistful-fever.livejournal.com/153965.html#cutid1
Lyrics:
Memories are just where you laid them
Drag the waters 'till the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was there something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said
Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go
She cries her life is like
Some movie black and white
Dead actors faking lines
Over and over and over again she cries
Don't fall away, and leave me to myself
Don't fall away, and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
And I wanted
You turned away
You don't remember, but I do
You never even tried
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding
In my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
A lot of hugs to my lovely winterevanesce for making me go back to this video. She cheered me up when I needed it, and she had the BIG merit of making me lose some absurd plots my mind was feverly making up for the finale with a well placed 'WTF? Are you sure?', only with more and sweeter words because she's a lady ;)
Jokes apart, thank you Kitty. I owe you.