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{ i'll close my eyes and count to ten

Oct 13, 2011 17:20

Anything you want to say, just say it. About me, about someone else, about yourself ( Read more... )

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I love this meme. anonymous October 13 2011, 22:28:15 UTC

I'm still terrified to come out to my parents. I really think I should have by now.

puffs October 13 2011, 22:30:04 UTC

I am too. I don't know if I have it in me to. I tried to come out to my mom once, and instead of accepting it she just brushed it off and said I was just confused. It's....Definitely not easy.

anonymous October 13 2011, 22:50:54 UTC

I'm head over heels in love and I have been for years. I don't think I ever stopped once.

puffs October 13 2011, 23:44:16 UTC

♥

anonymous October 13 2011, 23:11:32 UTC

I'm so tired of feeling broken or numb all the time.

puffs October 13 2011, 23:47:04 UTC

I'm sorry. I really hope that changes for you as soon as possible, because I know that's not fun. I know how tiring it is, and i know that it is physically painful. That's why I can say from the bottom of my heart that I know how it feels and I really honestly do hope you find change soon.

puffs October 14 2011, 00:22:05 UTC

I still sleep with my teddy bear. Every night. It's hard to sleep without her ):

puffs October 14 2011, 00:23:25 UTC

She has a pink cloth body like she's wearing a onesie and organdy sleeves at the ends on her arms and legs, and she's kind of a white color but she's been around for so many years it's more yellowy and kind of gray lmfao :<

puffs October 14 2011, 00:23:48 UTC

AND HER NAME IS BOCK

anonymous October 14 2011, 01:13:18 UTC

I wish I could just be drunk all the time. Not wasted, but maybe halfway there. Sometimes I just feel so frazzled by my environment- like there's too much going on at once- and I can barely breathe. And I mean of course I wouldn't feel like such a failure in social situations either. I stress about keeping the conversation flowing with my best friends, and it embarrasses me greatly. Even for days afterward, I remember my social faux pas and cringe and beat myself up for being so stupid and awkward. I'm not sure if alcohol improves my behavior at all (maybe a little for being less inhibited and more chatty), but at least I don't feel that shame.

Besides, when I'm drunk, I hate everything a LOT less.

puffs October 14 2011, 02:06:02 UTC

Cheers, man, because I totally know what you mean. Luckily I have found prescription stimulants instead (is that really any better? no). I'm a lot nicer, I'm a lot more chatty, etc. But when I don't have them, I use alcohol for that. I mean, I'm the friend that people buy drinks for not because they genuinely want to but because I'm more of a PERSON when I drink.

It's too bad we can't always feel that way, but i mean. Sometimes we just really do have to force our heads out of the sand. Even though it SUCKS.