memories are becoming impossible to fade away, even after all these years.

come around. let me lean against you here, let me breathe you in for a while. cover my bright form with a confident hand and. let it begin.

my child will be 4 this weekend!! i feel so incredibly old because of this. I'm finally divorced, which also makes me feel incredibly old. and I'm offically becoming catholic next weekend. i'm 22 going on 40 right now.

this divorce is taking major balls and major dollars. balls and dollars that i don't have. is it so much to ask for to just wipe my hands clean and be done with it.

reading this thing is crazy. where do the years go.
i could write a mountain, you have no idea.

I have internet again and it fucking rocks.My life is topsy turvy since last i talked via livejournal.living with the parental again and being a single mom is crrrazy but way more fun than I ever thought it would be. Ollie's almost two and a half! I can't believe it. He's a little brat talking back and stuff. It's awesome. Life is being pretty ( Read more... )

on the road again

god, i could kick a bank in the face.

i find myself feeling completely calm when i should feel overwhelmed.
however, whenever i'm feeling devastated nothing has gone wrong.
if i had any sense at all i'd get away from all this mess. one day

this shit never fails.
i have to be at the hospital by 12.
and low and behold.
10:30
ring ring
mrs hopton your son is running a low grade temp and you are going to have to come pick him up.

someone who lives in the daphne/mobile area
i'll pay you 150+ a week to take care of my kid as long as you don't make him sick every god forsaken day.