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psychopomp_girl

Disjointed, Sleep-Deprived Thoughts...

Sep 12, 2007 04:37

Is it okay to do bad things for good reasons ( Read more... )

tired, thoughts, secrets, contemplative, sad, stalking my friends, moody

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psychopomp_girl September 12 2007, 20:40:25 UTC

I'm just being wildly neurotic or something. The people I most care about and want to spend the most time with are the people I never see.

I miss you guys.

tmercenary September 12 2007, 15:37:02 UTC

of course you are important. The question is, how do you want to be important? Like Mother Theresa important, or like Charles Manson important? That part is up to you.

psychopomp_girl September 12 2007, 20:40:48 UTC

Can I be important in between those?

tmercenary September 12 2007, 20:43:43 UTC

So like, Marilyn Manson important then..... That one seems to be in high demand for some reason....

transcendence1 September 12 2007, 18:28:51 UTC

I'm sorry I couldn't hang out last night. I've been exhausted lately (stupid dog).

I promise we'll hang out soon and just have loverly chatter. I think you are important and you ARE one of my closest friends. And I don't care what you say, I'm just going to give you hugs. :)

And play the bongos. :)

psychopomp_girl September 12 2007, 20:41:54 UTC

That would be nice. Maybe I'm just being overly emotional for some reason. But I'd really, really enjoy hanging out.

crazylaces September 12 2007, 18:42:10 UTC

Do you need a hug?

I'll be sure to ask you in person next time too...

Sorry you feel shitty. I do know how you feel though. I won't go into detail but I'll just say I wrote a long drawn out post about my similar feelings (maybe not the stuff about stalking my friends) and then made it private. Lately, I have kind of been feeling like I'm living the same day over and over again like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day. That makes me sad.

Anywhoo....

I think that you already know you are important and intelligent and you are frustrated that you might not be using your talents to their full potential. Does that make sense? I don't know...I don't think I'm making much sense these days.

Don't mind me, I'm strange, I know...

*HUGS* You are speshul :P

psychopomp_girl September 12 2007, 20:47:08 UTC

I feel like I'm living an overcast day with chance of showers, over and over and over. The forecast does show brief moments of sunlight, but mostly clouds.

I want more time to be with people I care about. More time.

You're special, too.

(you probably need a hug, too)

crazylaces September 12 2007, 20:54:02 UTC

Hugs are always welcome here.

Painting soon!

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psychopomp_girl September 13 2007, 05:08:25 UTC

Thank you.