I spent the weekend in soquel with lovely people. alex and dave are so hilarious. I was laughing the whole trip. Saw movies, drank, went out to dinner. Went to monteray. A monkey kissed my hand, I saw DOLPHINS is was so great!! me and sher and alex ran down the beach and just watched them play in the water. It was amazing. The boys drink a lotta ( Read more... )

it hits you pretty hard sometimes. You just don't know what to do. I do thing s I want to take back but that isn't how life works. I never believed in regret until the moment i caused someone I care for so much pain that I would give everthing if I could get super man to turn the world around backwards and make it right again. I nver believed in ( Read more... )

Baby girl can tell that I am differnt and I can feel it too, but how I don't know. It bothers me. Things are odd in life and I am always adapting but I can feel it this time.

So in the event of watching vanity fair the movie I have come to the conclusion that that is my mother. If you watch the movie you will understand my mother is that kind of lady who wants to buy her status and to marry the money. My mother doesn't wish for the happiness but for the money. I would rather be poor and be the happiest woman on earth ( Read more... )

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html

anyway this ( Read more... )

I have nothing much to say except thank goodness. my car is fixed thanks to some very nice folks. I thank them very much and owe them very much thanks. My pay check that work was late getting to me is finally coming. then i can pay my phone bill and save my money for new tires on my car. anyway thankx and I will talk to you later. Keep up the

So work is going good. I get a new position soon which I think I already wrote but. Things are going back to good old just broke courtney not I owe the back 185 dollars courtney. Plus my car will be fixed in a week and my phone bill paid. Next pay check I pay my medical bills. So I knew things would work them selves out. I miss thomas and david. So ( Read more... )

The new jet li movie is awesome and amazing. Everyone should see it. Looks great on the big screen. Great fight sceen good love story and moral and history. Cinematography was outstanding. Must go and see. I would see it again.
Ps It is all sub-titled

My sister visited me today. Well Nikki picked her up yesterday and my sister spent the night. We hung out with sheri and went grocery shopping just a relaxing day. I miss her and we don't talk all that much. I feel like I am bitch to her. I don't mean it but it happens. We don't fight a lot. We just don't know what to talk about. Things are ( Read more... )

well, things ain't so great right now. I am happy but I have negative money. I used my check card when I had no money and the hit me with overages charges. Then my check from work got screwed and my car is broken. I have to pay my phone bill and I have medical bills to pay. Oh well time to work harder. I am going to be assistant manager at papa ( Read more... )