Comments | psychobarber: Why?

psychobarber

Why?

Jan 01, 2006 22:08

I dont know which is more worrying: Being sad, miserable, morose and depressed every waking minute, being twitchy, paranoid and so quick to a murderous rage that I could kill a man sooner than lay eyes on him just to supress the clawing anger inside ( Read more... )

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sweariwontdie January 2 2006, 14:36:16 UTC

But isn't that good?

psychobarber January 8 2006, 05:56:16 UTC

If I dont know why Im happy, how do I know that Im not just becoming a little more unhinged?

sweariwontdie January 8 2006, 19:32:39 UTC

I think it would take something happening for you to be more unhinged, though if you have some time, I'd like to talk. About former events.

frivolous_jo January 3 2006, 17:58:59 UTC

*blinks and tilts head to one side* Umm... well, I'm not exactly sure if I understand, P'pa. I'm not sure why you're so terribly worried that you're happy!

psychobarber January 8 2006, 20:10:22 UTC

*smiles* Johanna, my pet... It comes to this. You have a father who is slightly unhinged slightly flawed. I have a mental disorder of some sort that practically guarantees a lack of cheerfulness on a regular basis. Most of the time, when I AM happy, I have a specific reason. Seeing you for instance makes me happy. Polishing my razors makes me happy.

In THIS case, I cant think of the reason. The lack of reason disturbs me. The only people I know of that can stay happy for no reason are the ones that are more insane than I am