Brock thought it would be appropriote for Derick to ask me out. And told him as much. And from the sounds of it, Derick's been wanting to ask me out for awhile
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Someone who wants me despite my many quirks and anti-socialness.
Someone who gets that I can be weird, but loves me because of it.
Someone who wants to spend time with me and can't get enough of me - but has a life outside of me, and is willing to give me enough space to be my looser self too.
I miss the illusion of having friends. I also miss the illusion of having a life. I think that was the best part about school - even when I was off being a loner or in classes where I literally didn't know anyone (or, on the other hand, knew people but none of whom I could tolerate) it still seemed like I had a life. I still almost fit in
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So, I've determined that I have weird ass dreams. Last night (or, yesterday night, depending on how you view things... it is after midnight, and I'm pretty sure I had the dream just before noon) I had one such dream
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