No matter how i look at it, everything never seems to make sense, only to be followed by clarity peace of mind, but this is hardly the case. My experience in this musical has been one of the most Amazing things to ever happen to me. I am no longer in the little leagues, but not quite in the majors. Whatever, the point is, no matter how amazing and ( Read more... )

Irritated. It's quite alright though ( Read more... )

Yeah, alright. I am done living with these silly little bitches. I didn't expect an apology, but it would have been nice. If she over charges me one more time, or even tries, there will be hell to pay. I dont get fucked over anymore. I let one slide, and the otheris fixed, but no more ( Read more... )

Lets see. Thank God for Spring break. I don't have to worry about anything at the moment, except getting shot, or raped, or anything along the lines of the inevitable. HAHA. Sure. That will happen ( Read more... )

I hate not being able to talk. To express my desires and my emotions. Not being able to do all of these things irritates the living fuck out of me. Explination. Here we go ( Read more... )

Hello to all. I am EXTREMELY TIRED. Musical practice KILLED ME TODAY. Jesus. Alright. Time to get onto business ( Read more... )

So what is a college student to do? In a world where there is almost no sympathy or honesty, how is it possible that i have been sick for over two weeks, and to top it all off, musical practice is starting to get hardcore and my homework load has just tripled. I have been bed ridden for the last few days of my life. I have been going to class and ( Read more... )

I am sleepy. I am here in my room. looking at a screen. and terribly bored. Michael and Thi are in bed sleeping. I want to leave and give them privacy, but i am REALLY exhausted and don't feel like being kept up all night by the two psycho bitches we live with. Thi, what should i do? Should i leave, or should i rest and be ready for tomorrow? I am ( Read more... )

I have not the slightest clue about who is reading this, who will read this, or who has read this, but i can't help to think that a lot more people read this that i would prefer to never associate myself with again or anytime in the future. To a lot of you, including my friends, my solution to such a problem would be some big dramatic announcement ( Read more... )

HIGH! But i am not on any substances. I am high on life. High on the sensation that there is so much more out here waiting for and its only a matter of time for me to explore what lies ahead and what new endevours await me. I don't feel like i am connecting with people the way that i want to connect with them, but i am learning to live with that. ( Read more... )