Just the PILES of anxiety and self-loathing I'd feel when I spent too many hours with that damn game.
Plus, I started popping my anxiety pills full-time and it was like my brain began functioning in a completely different manner. The power of chemicals.
But it's still sad. It wasn't the usual slow death of the RP or drifting off of players. It was just like my brain saying, "HEY. HEY NOW. This is going to suck, but DO IT."
I didn't realize what a can of worms WoW RP could be until I was in the thick of it. REAL TIME AUGH. I'm seeing that LJ RP was/is a better fit. Slower pace, less demanding of HUGE blocks of time.
KtK g-chat and /spacegoats will be sorely missed, though. I love all mah gals (and what few dudes there were). I wish everyone lived in one city so we could all hang out outside of WoW. :/
I think this is a good thing, still! You don't begrudge the people still playin', you get to get on with LIFE, and you feel happy/healthier for it...GOOD STUFF FOR EVERYONE.
I need to come and have adventures with you again sometime. I WISH I HAD A CHUNK OF MONEY TO JUST TRAVEL AND VISIT PEOPLE.
It's still super sad to just fall off the map. I loved RPing and bullshitting with you guys like nothing else. Like I said to Tezzy, I wish there was some way we could all hang out in a manner that doesn't involve paying $15 a month. :[
I wish I was independently wealthy. I'd buy a fucking tour bus and drive around and pick everyone up and we'd all have a road trip.
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Just out of curiosity, what was the camel-back-breaking straw?
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Plus, I started popping my anxiety pills full-time and it was like my brain began functioning in a completely different manner. The power of chemicals.
But it's still sad. It wasn't the usual slow death of the RP or drifting off of players. It was just like my brain saying, "HEY. HEY NOW. This is going to suck, but DO IT."
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KtK g-chat and /spacegoats will be sorely missed, though. I love all mah gals (and what few dudes there were). I wish everyone lived in one city so we could all hang out outside of WoW. :/
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This. :C
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I think this is a good thing, still! You don't begrudge the people still playin', you get to get on with LIFE, and you feel happy/healthier for it...GOOD STUFF FOR EVERYONE.
I need to come and have adventures with you again sometime. I WISH I HAD A CHUNK OF MONEY TO JUST TRAVEL AND VISIT PEOPLE.
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I wish I was independently wealthy. I'd buy a fucking tour bus and drive around and pick everyone up and we'd all have a road trip.
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<3 Keep being your awesome, badass self and keep in touch. <3
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