It is a sad thought but I think at this moment, after everything that has happened... all the lives lost, Alex would be very at peace with his fate if he knew Pam and Cam -- the thought of his son growing into a young man would please him to no end -- where together and safe.
Poor Alex.. poor all of them :o( Thanks for the kind feedback
All too true. They're all he's fighting for -- I don't even want to consider what would happen to Alex in Sona if there weren't even the smallest chance Pam & Cam would make it through. *hugs him tight*
Aww thanks dear lady :o) I do believe, the moment he put that needle to his arm he was lost , we will see Alex go down this season. * sniff *
I have a feeling we may lose a lot more if not all of these characters by the end of this season so I just needed to get that last line out there for my own sanity.
Kind of one Pam puttin words into the mouth of the other.
*hands box of tissue* I have the feeling that is going to happen and I'll be sad when it does :( Mahone is one of my fav characters and seeing any of the characters die is always sad. You know I've been complaining about the deaths on the show since last season.
The first line tore at my heart and this is gonna sound a bit strange; not so much that he died (although obviously I really, really don't want that to happen) but that he was alone... that's what absolutely kills me.
And yet you're right... with Pam and Cam safe and living their life I think he would be at peace with that. A sliver of light in a very dark situation.
Oh my. I still haven't started properly on my Sept challenge yet, I will try to kick myself into gear soon.
Yeah its the alone that gets to me more than anything.
Most of these major characters that have been lost or lost someone have had that embrace, the I love you, some tidbit to let them know they were loved and mattered to someone they loved but Alex has not had that and I fear that he will die without that.
It pains me but I doubt it hurts him as much, he told Pam he loved her... told Cam too every though the adorable lil monster hung up before he could hear it, because deep down having them safely away from danger was always most important to Alex.
As much as he wanted them he knows when and if he's gone -- they'll be of no interest to anyone -- they'll be safe for good.
Such a beautifully lost and tragic man... no wonder we love him!
This is beautiful. I love that Cam is so similar in looks to Alex, and the fact that he has a good relationship with his mum. Aww. Really.
I have to step in here and say that I have been infected with a blind kind of optimism recently. I mean JEEEEEEEZ, it can't be all bad. I seem to remember reading some very vague spoilers weeks ago that may lead to Alex having some kind of outside motivation to get his shit together. Anybody else read this?
I think it would be great if we saw him get his strength back. It would add interest to the story if he was more on the ball again. I'm hoping this isn't the end for him - because TPTB need to keep people interested and he is obviously popular now.
The little boy they used on show looked so much more like -- didn't have Pam's dark hair and dark eyes -- Alex than his mom I could see him growing up with a strong resemblance to his father.
I also have a girl friend who swears -- her son from a bitter divorce looking just like his dad -- they always look like their father, serving as a constant reminder, if said father is not around.
the fact that he has a good relationship with his mum. Aww. Really.I think Alex would take a lot of comfort in them being well, happy and together if cannot be with them
( ... )
I think he is too strong a character to just fizzle out. He's too smart. *is determined to be optimistic* I believe in you Alex!!
If Michael goes into one, when he hears the sad news, that might be another reason for Alex to pull himself together. He's already stepped forward and saved Michael once, maybe he will again.
Sorry to be pesky but I must just ask again - is there really no PB tonight? I'm breathing deeply here, trying to stay calm!
While I'll do what I can to hold out hope he'll survive in the end I agree 110% whatever does happen to him be is real salvation or salvation of the soul only it will be hung on something to do with Michael.
They are too much alike and yet different in age, expeience, and how low they've sunk so far for it not to be all about Alex pulling Michael back from the darkness he knows too well.
And yes sadly it looks as if baseball is taking PB out for the night. Realistically they were scheduled before to be off until Nov 5th for playoffs but the schedule changed putting them back on... not off again.. likely off next week too I'm betting its a wait and see week to week deal until the World Series is over the end of the month.
oh, man! This is indeed very sad. So beautiful in that Alex only ever wanted a home, and a family to give his love to. But his very actions made that impossible. So tragic. :(
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Poor Alex.. poor all of them :o(
Thanks for the kind feedback
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Pam, that was beautiful! The ending...WOW!
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I do believe, the moment he put that needle to his arm he was lost , we will see Alex go down this season. * sniff *
I have a feeling we may lose a lot more if not all of these characters by the end of this season so I just needed to get that last line out there for my own sanity.
Kind of one Pam puttin words into the mouth of the other.
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*hands box of tissue* I have the feeling that is going to happen and I'll be sad when it does :( Mahone is one of my fav characters and seeing any of the characters die is always sad. You know I've been complaining about the deaths on the show since last season.
The fic was very nicely done.
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The first line tore at my heart and this is gonna sound a bit strange; not so much that he died (although obviously I really, really don't want that to happen) but that he was alone... that's what absolutely kills me.
And yet you're right... with Pam and Cam safe and living their life I think he would be at peace with that. A sliver of light in a very dark situation.
Oh my. I still haven't started properly on my Sept challenge yet, I will try to kick myself into gear soon.
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Most of these major characters that have been lost or lost someone have had that embrace, the I love you, some tidbit to let them know they were loved and mattered to someone they loved but Alex has not had that and I fear that he will die without that.
It pains me but I doubt it hurts him as much, he told Pam he loved her... told Cam too every though the adorable lil monster hung up before he could hear it, because deep down having them safely away from danger was always most important to Alex.
As much as he wanted them he knows when and if he's gone -- they'll be of no interest to anyone -- they'll be safe for good.
Such a beautifully lost and tragic man... no wonder we love him!
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This is beautiful. I love that Cam is so similar in looks to Alex, and the fact that he has a good relationship with his mum. Aww. Really.
I have to step in here and say that I have been infected with a blind kind of optimism recently. I mean JEEEEEEEZ, it can't be all bad. I seem to remember reading some very vague spoilers weeks ago that may lead to Alex having some kind of outside motivation to get his shit together. Anybody else read this?
I think it would be great if we saw him get his strength back. It would add interest to the story if he was more on the ball again. I'm hoping this isn't the end for him - because TPTB need to keep people interested and he is obviously popular now.
Hmmmmmm? *nods*
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The little boy they used on show looked so much more like -- didn't have Pam's dark hair and dark eyes -- Alex than his mom I could see him growing up with a strong resemblance to his father.
I also have a girl friend who swears -- her son from a bitter divorce looking just like his dad -- they always look like their father, serving as a constant reminder, if said father is not around.
the fact that he has a good relationship with his mum. Aww. Really.I think Alex would take a lot of comfort in them being well, happy and together if cannot be with them ( ... )
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If Michael goes into one, when he hears the sad news, that might be another reason for Alex to pull himself together. He's already stepped forward and saved Michael once, maybe he will again.
Sorry to be pesky but I must just ask again - is there really no PB tonight? I'm breathing deeply here, trying to stay calm!
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They are too much alike and yet different in age, expeience, and how low they've sunk so far for it not to be all about Alex pulling Michael back from the darkness he knows too well.
And yes sadly it looks as if baseball is taking PB out for the night.
Realistically they were scheduled before to be off until Nov 5th for playoffs but the schedule changed putting them back on... not off again.. likely off next week too I'm betting its a wait and see week to week deal until the World Series is over the end of the month.
It may be Nov!
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My poor Alex!!
As much as he wanted to be part of that home and family I think in the end the two of them safe and together would be enough for Alex.
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