It is devastating because Alex really hasnt had the reassurance all the others have.
Michael, Linc, Sara, Kellerman, Sucre, C Note, likely others that I'm forgetting right now have all had a moment on this show when someone touched them... physically wrapped their arms around them or reached out and touched them to show them they are loved where as Alex lacks this completely.
I have no idea how the character has kept going without it.
I wrote a drabble about this a while back because I was broken hearted that Alex was left lacking the kindness of a caring human, any touch really, touch
Awwww, somebody had to write something like this, really! Isn't that utterly beautiful? I think it is. Very canon and in-character - I loved every single word - queen size bed, Alex standing in the hallway and looking into his child's bedroom, his premonition... Well written!:) "I don't want you to stop, Alex. I never wanted you to stop in the first place." Loved it!:D
Since is just no way I can see him getting to see her, hold her, anything with her now I had to go back and find a moment for them before the Fox River call came in.
Alex standing in the hallway and looking into his child's bedroom
Thats has to be my favorite part. The sight of him standing there looking silently into - caught between even - the two rooms of the people he loves most, so close and yet so far away, is a powerful scene to my mind.
Glad you liked it and sorry I was slow to respond but I had no internet for a day which of course left me more jittery than Alex without his pill pen.
Swooooooooooooooooooon!!! Pam, you may ftb but I don't care, I love the way you write Alex/Pam giving in to surpressed desires, it's gorgeous as it is.
I feel your frustration on trying to write a scene that just won't happen. For the last few days I've been trying to finish an Alex drabble that has just been, excuse my language, an absolute bitch to complete cos my brain just doesn't want to co-operate. I'm determined to get there in the end!
You have written teh sex before so it'll come again (pun intended lol), don't worry.
Swooooooooooooooooooon!!! Pam, you may ftb but I don't care, I love the way you write Alex/Pam giving in to surpressed desires, it's gorgeous as it is.
Awww thanks :) And heck yeah to the giving in to surpressed desires. Its so clear * points to icon * how much he loves and wants her I have a feeling he'd give in fast and furious if she ever allowed him the opening.
As for Pam she may play it tough for fear of being hurt but she's not fooling anyone -- if I was her girlfriend I'd be all ' Say what you wan't, deny it if you like, but you may as well accept that you love that man to the point you'll never get over him!' -- and I bet she'd let him into just as quick if he ever really came back to her.
For the last few days I've been trying to finish an Alex drabble that has just been, excuse my language, an absolute bitch to complete cos my brain just doesn't want to co-operate. I'm determined to get there in the end! Tell your brain to stop being stubborn because YAY!! I want more Alex fic and you do him up so wonderfully I'm
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I love your A/P stories even though I'm not so fond of Alex myself. Go figure.
"I don't want you to stop, Alex. I never wanted you to stop in the first place." Makes me wonder if she'll still be waiting if he comes home this time.
I love your A/P stories even though I'm not so fond of Alex myself. Go figure.
Awwwwwww thanks! I take that as a very high compliment and thank you whole heartly for giving me and the pair a shot.
Makes me wonder if she'll still be waiting if he comes home this time.
I think she would. They have a child together, things by her own admission to Michael were good between them before Shales, and most importantly as much as she might wish otherwise because she doesnt be hurt I think she can't help wanting him because she clearly still loves him.
I think she'd take him back but sadly spend a lot of time worried he was gonna walk out on them all over again which would be very ironic because I know if Alex ever got the chance to be with his family again he'd surely die before leaving them.
Glad you enjoyed this and sorry I was slow to respond :o( I had no internet yesterday which was not pretty!!
I am only attracted to AlPa when there is mention of genital surgery and widening of said bendy bone.
Having said that, I love your preliminary and am really applauding your classy fade to black conclusion. We dont need all that guttery, rude, crude, saucy sexy stuff, do we?
A lovely piece about Pam and Alex, you have really made me fall in love with them all over again : p I especially like the idea of Pam being hopeful, but the whole thing about work croping up again. Well done, lady.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh how I love the bendy bone! It goes a long way toward explaining why she -- how can gal stop loving a man who'll undergo genital surgery for her -- loves him so much after the way he hurt her.
FTB only because I can't write the good stuff. Thank heavens miss_vacant stepped in to help them do the deed! YAY!!
I especially like the idea of Pam being hopeful, but the whole thing about work croping up again.
I got the feeling in their talks on the phone -- all that stuff about it being different this time.. him talking about knowing what matters leaving the FBI and putting them first this time -- that she'd had her hopes dashed by his work croping up and pulling them apart quite a bit before she gave up hoping.
Glad you liked this one :o) And I wasn't talking about this ... you... YOU KNOW what I mean, right?!
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Michael, Linc, Sara, Kellerman, Sucre, C Note, likely others that I'm forgetting right now have all had a moment on this show when someone touched them... physically wrapped their arms around them or reached out and touched them to show them they are loved where as Alex lacks this completely.
I have no idea how the character has kept going without it.
I wrote a drabble about this a while back because I was broken hearted that Alex was left lacking the kindness of a caring human, any touch really, touch
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http://www.prisonbreakfic.net/viewstory.php?sid=2390
Sadly I don't see how this can get any better in his current situation :o(
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"I don't want you to stop, Alex. I never wanted you to stop in the first place."
Loved it!:D
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Since is just no way I can see him getting to see her, hold her, anything with her now I had to go back and find a moment for them before the Fox River call came in.
Alex standing in the hallway and looking into his child's bedroom
Thats has to be my favorite part. The sight of him standing there looking silently into - caught between even - the two rooms of the people he loves most, so close and yet so far away, is a powerful scene to my mind.
Glad you liked it and sorry I was slow to respond but I had no internet for a day which of course left me more jittery than Alex without his pill pen.
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I feel your frustration on trying to write a scene that just won't happen. For the last few days I've been trying to finish an Alex drabble that has just been, excuse my language, an absolute bitch to complete cos my brain just doesn't want to co-operate. I'm determined to get there in the end!
You have written teh sex before so it'll come again (pun intended lol), don't worry.
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Awww thanks :) And heck yeah to the giving in to surpressed desires.
Its so clear * points to icon * how much he loves and wants her I have a feeling he'd give in fast and furious if she ever allowed him the opening.
As for Pam she may play it tough for fear of being hurt but she's not fooling anyone -- if I was her girlfriend I'd be all ' Say what you wan't, deny it if you like, but you may as well accept that you love that man to the point you'll never get over him!' -- and I bet she'd let him into just as quick if he ever really came back to her.
For the last few days I've been trying to finish an Alex drabble that has just been, excuse my language, an absolute bitch to complete cos my brain just doesn't want to co-operate. I'm determined to get there in the end! Tell your brain to stop being stubborn because YAY!! I want more Alex fic and you do him up so wonderfully I'm ( ... )
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"I don't want you to stop, Alex. I never wanted you to stop in the first place."
Makes me wonder if she'll still be waiting if he comes home this time.
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Awwwwwww thanks! I take that as a very high compliment and thank you whole heartly for giving me and the pair a shot.
Makes me wonder if she'll still be waiting if he comes home this time.
I think she would. They have a child together, things by her own admission to Michael were good between them before Shales, and most importantly as much as she might wish otherwise because she doesnt be hurt I think she can't help wanting him because she clearly still loves him.
I think she'd take him back but sadly spend a lot of time worried he was gonna walk out on them all over again which would be very ironic because I know if Alex ever got the chance to be with his family again he'd surely die before leaving them.
Glad you enjoyed this and sorry I was slow to respond :o(
I had no internet yesterday which was not pretty!!
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So true.
he'd surely die before leaving them.
Again so true.
And I just want to say thanks for fleshing Pam out for us.
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Having said that, I love your preliminary and am really applauding your classy fade to black conclusion. We dont need all that guttery, rude, crude, saucy sexy stuff, do we?
A lovely piece about Pam and Alex, you have really made me fall in love with them all over again : p I especially like the idea of Pam being hopeful, but the whole thing about work croping up again. Well done, lady.
lots of bitch smacks across the waves
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FTB only because I can't write the good stuff.
Thank heavens miss_vacant stepped in to help them do the deed!
YAY!!
I especially like the idea of Pam being hopeful, but the whole thing about work croping up again.
I got the feeling in their talks on the phone -- all that stuff about it being different this time.. him talking about knowing what matters leaving the FBI and putting them first this time -- that she'd had her hopes dashed by his work croping up and pulling them apart quite a bit before she gave up hoping.
Glad you liked this one :o)
And I wasn't talking about this ... you... YOU KNOW what I mean, right?!
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