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today i watched "an inconvient truth" and "who killed the electric car" yeah im a million years behind on my documentaries but im poor and they were on tv. (god bless TMN) AND im dying from my uterus so i was pretty much useless. ANYWAY i liked both. an inconvinent truth wasnt that shocking to me given my education and whatnot but it was good to ( Read more... )

so i realized something last night when i was lying in bed not sleeping. i realized that i had been deluding myself into believing i was somehow at the top of his list. that if the situation were diferent we'd be together. but i realized that not only am i not at the top of the list, i'm not even on it. it was then that i was bitchslapped by ( Read more... )

sorry i havnt been writing latley. i just havnt been in an internet sort of mood latley. anyway im having fun in hockley. it will be nice when mike (melissas brother) comes home in a few weeks and ill have someone else my age to hang out with.

i finally heard back from everdale i'll be volunteering there july 14th to sepember 1st. im equally ( Read more... )

im feeling this song right now: orange sky by alex murdoch

"When I am alone
When I’ve thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you,
that's when I miss you,
that's when I miss you
You are my home"

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it seems today every road leads to where you no longer are.

i <3 hockey.
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today i am grateful for:
-long tight hugs
-punk rock pinky swears
-the first blue jays of spring
-trees in bloom
-construction paper and glue sticks
-purchased train tickets
-being instrumental in other people's lives

i could do without:
-unwated advances
-early mornings/late nights

i just sent an email off to everdale asking to volunteer from the middle of july to the end of august. 6 weeks of camping and hard ass days on the farm. im so psyched. hopefully they have room for me ( Read more... )