I really have to learn to be content with the way things are going. I go through these mood swings where one day I am so happy and excited about my life and the next I am anxious and bored. I feel like more should be happening. I should be getting more jobs and be in front of the camera more. Is this normal? Does this happen to every new model ( Read more... )

Well... Looks like I am going to California! I won a modeling contest and the grand prize includes an all expenses paid round trip to California. I am so psyched! I have never left the east coast before.. this is going to be such an adventure for me. The trip is only going to be for 2 days but, I am going to try to squeeze as much fun in those two ( Read more... )

This weekend was very interesting (to say the least). I went out after work Friday night. I met up with Alex and some of his co-workers at a bar by Columbia. It was cool except I was with a bunch of teachers and I couldn't relate at all. Things got better as the night progressed ( Read more... )

I am on such a caffein kick. My eyes are heavy and I am tired but, I am wired at the same time. Too much coffee for me. I don't even know what to post in this thing today. Let me see.... things have been going well. I've gone on several casting for a few promising modeling jobs but, I will not know if I got any of them for a couple of weeks at the ( Read more... )

I can't wait to drive the new car! :D


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I saw "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" last week and let me tell you... I LOVED it! I highly recommend it! It's not the usual Jim Carey bullshit. He actually acts in this film and he does a remarkable job. It's visually stunning and brilliantly written. You would be a fool NOT to see it. It's also the type of film that is worth seeing in the ( Read more... )

I've been hired by a new lingerie company as their signature model! That means I will be the face and body of this company! I am so excited! My first shoot is next week! YAY!

Time for me to question what the hell I am doing with my life. I can't help but feel like I am waisting my life at this job. It's so boring and I do Nothing all day. I am literally sitting here 5 days a week, taking up space. I could be doing so much more with my life. At the same time, modeling is a lot more furfilling but, it's not steady work. I ( Read more... )

My agent just e-mailed me a sample of what my comp card is going to look like. I think it looks great! Seeing it just re-confirms how real this thing is. I am more excited about it now then ever before! Anyway, this is what it looks like. Keep in mind that Shutterfly (pic hosting site)cut off the left and right sides a bit.


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Wow, it's been a while since I updated this thing. Let's see where do I begin? I finally got my cable and my New TV! I couldn't be happier. We have SO MANY movie channels now. We also have these music choice channels that play music uninterrupted all of the time. Each channel is a different type of music. The other day I had the best time cleaning ( Read more... )