yeah. soccer camp was quite interesting. at first i was thinking i was going to be lonely. but Patti was there! and i met Maggie and Sarah and Michelle! and ofcourse all my favorite little freshman. lol. rory. ramy. lesli and emily. the worst part about camp was the whole breaking my ankle thing. it sucks. big time ( Read more... )

certainly has been a long time since i wrote in here. nothing too interesting has happened. just work - soccer - stress. all together is one big hell hole ( Read more... )

Sometimes. Things Happen To People That We Don't Quite Understand Why. You Can't Explain It. You Can't Justify It. Getting Through It Is The Hard Part. But In The End It Just Makes You A Stronger And Better Person.

>>Michael James Carter<<
[[i am going to miss you so much. i will never forget you]]

>>Kerry Mel<[i am here for you. Whenever ( Read more... )

i guess. i just have to give up. oh well. it was worth it. now i guess i will just learn to live with everything.

i cared.
i loved.
i did nothing wrong

i get screwed over.

how does that simply work out?
i just dont know

[[i wish i could just understand what was going on inside your head. you confuse the hell out of me and what you want. well guess what. i am going to decide now whats going on. so sit back and relax - its your turn to see how it feels]]

So. We are all 16-17 years old right? Do we REALLY need to run to our mommy's and tell them to call someone because you cant handle it yourself? honestly now.

>>giving up<<

last resort.

I swear. There MUST be a sign on me or something that says "please screw me over - and break my heart" i dont know, i must of missed it or something. maybe it just blends in with my clothes.

Jade: i love you. even though right now you dissappeared and i cant find you - i still love you. and i will come save you. lol.

Lord knows.

i hate boys.

Oh my god. I think Jade can vouch for me when i say that last night at grant's mom's house was so much fun. oh man:: it was a blast ( Read more... )

remember crushes? like when you use to like someone just a little cuz you thought they were cute. >>smiles<<

i do.

[[jade amber coates: she rocks my world]]
>>and no jade, i wont spoon with you<<

So. i thought about all this. and when i think about it - "what goes around comes around"...in this case. i am really ashamed someone would even say that. Think about it. If you are saying people dont make mistakes and that they do every thing on purpose you must be messed up. No one ever deserves to be treated like that. So if whoever said that ( Read more... )