Stream of Consciousness: Sometimes I just Don't Know

Sep 14, 2006 03:32

I have had a weird last few nights. I feel like no one really knows me anymore. I hang out with the same people day in and day out. I work with the same people. And I interact with the same people. But I feel like none of them really know me.

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fuckinq September 14 2006, 13:58:35 UTC
I read everything you wrote, and I can definitely see where you are coming from. Maybe that's because we're close in age. I think that once you reach mid-twenties your motivation for finding a partner changes. One-night-stands were cool when we were 20/21. We'll be thirty before we know it and now we want to find someone that is spouse material. You mentioned that the problem might be the girls you interact with. You might be on to something. Nineteen and twenty year old girls probably aren't going to be the ones you want to wife. They are still trying to "find themselves." You don't need a girl, you need a woman. Don't over analyze the situation though. I know it's difficult. I have a bad habit of overthinking things myself, and I've realized that the best things come to you when you're not looking. You said that you don't feel connected to anyone. Use that to your advantage. The best advice you could ever receive is probably within yourself. Take this time to get to know you: What are you really looking for? What ( ... )

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