save a few for me

[kingdra]

Summary: Super Junior is but a mask, a collection of thirteen selfish men in disguise.

Char/Pair: bandfic

Genre: angst, assumed friendship

Rating: G

Comments

[viridian_blue5]

FIRST!

This is... *cries* I love you for writing this. :)

Thanks for writing!

[kingdra]

<3 I love you for reading this. :)

[kyudreamz39]

fufufufu do i want to read angst or not? ... i probably will, for you.

[kyudreamz39]

to tell you the truth, i've discussed it with my friends and really pondered about how little we know about the entertainment industry. it was brought on by that whole 2pm/jay issue that really broke my heart, and i really considered dropping fandom in general. ... it was such a mess, with fans blaming jay, 2pm, jyp and splitting up into two completely divided factions that were clawing at each other. and they were all one just the day before. the rumours flying around were absolutely atrocious, and the sad thing was that none of them could be 100% denied because no-one really knew. and even now, no-one really knows what happened that caused that huge break up except the select few involved.

but every time i let that 'what if everything is fake' thought worm into my head, it sort of painfully tugs at my heart so i shove it out asap. it can't be, can it? there's so much emotion that they'd have to fake, and can everyone be that amazing actors? but in rl everyone is an actor to a certain extent - at least i know i am. i've

[kingdra]

yay angst \o/

ugh yeah, i heard about the 2pm thing :\ i dunno, i've always been paranoid that everything is fake... natural instinct for me to think this way XD 'cause i think everything is a conspiracy or something. a lot of it can be fake. trying to take this from a realistic standpoint, haha.

thank you bb, for reading ♥

[rubyls]

um okay flailing all over this in a sad way kind of. IT IS SAD BUT STILL HAPPY AT THE END KINDA? also very realistic (i would expect this, especially after the geng incident that really makes me think either sm has got some kind of overpowering hold over their abilities to contact anyone or these guys are really good at faking it.)

it's okay though because i do think that some of them are utterly real, eunhae for example because idk i hear the emotion in hyukjae's voice and i - just can't help but believe it. if he's playing with us then yeah i'll gladly lap it up. i think for me it's pretty much like this happened at the start, and then they morphed into people you fit into the lives of; like a puzzle where all the pieces fall into place and it feels weird without one of them but you can still see the lines separating the pieces after the puzzle's put together, lines of individuality and conflict and each man for his own.

♥

[kingdra]

I AM A SAD PERSON ;A; and yeah idk, they could just be acting... i dunno ;~; /such a pessimist orz

i do think they have a wonderful relationship though, fake or not. it's hard not to become a family with thirteen - fifteen men you've lived with.

♥

[shy_mizuno]

NO! Now I back-track my entire thinking! AH!

I love how this is written. Good job.

And I just got off Hiatus myself, so I wish you a lot of luck and love on yours. Hwaiting!

[kingdra]

haha. makes you wonder, doesn't it? XD

thank you so much! good luck to you too ♥

[tokkei_12]

*sobbing* Unh, despite their mutual love for their fans, it just breaks my heart that they aren't actually close offstage T.T And what makes this all the more painful is that it could possibly be true (though I sincerely hope not).

But this was beautifully written, and I loved it! &hearts &hearts

[kingdra]

i really hope this isn't true either!! i really love the super junior friendship, so the idea of them not being close is... actually quite heartbreaking.

thank you so much ♥