I'm pretty happy and I dont know why ( Read more... )

pretty good day...maybe cuz it was rather uneventful. cuz I cant get a great day without a bad one...so ill settle for this mind dumbingly bland "pretty goodness" for now at least. until I have something to conunteract the pain of bad bad days...and balence with the amazing ( Read more... )

I saw my grandparents from north carolina today, they stopped by. 2 whole years since I last saw them.....and I reallly do miss them.
We went to a movie flyboys...which was wicked good. it was said and kinda nerving....but I loved it.
then we went to LA roberts, I got chicken parmesean and barely ate any of it.

I cant eat much anymore without feeling ( Read more... )

hmmm whats new with me you ask ( Read more... )

boyy am I so confused ( Read more... )

BOOBS.

If I asked you to kill me...would you?

Well please do. I'm suffering.

I just need someone to talk to. please? maybe then I can convince you to kill me...or you just will out of loathing.

Have you ever said something to someone...and wished so bad that for once someone would say something like that to you???
Have you ever wanted the right thing at the complete wrong time?
But, how do you know its the right thing?
is it time that tells?
how long??

Have you ever ended something and at the time had a million reasons why it was the right ( Read more... )

Guess what ( Read more... )

hmmm depressed. 
I am actually like a hyper depressed, which is by all means fucked.

i worked like crazy, it wasnt a long shift, but an extremely hectic one. i was the only one on the floor doing cleaning and recovery for womans, then juniors, then boys, then girls, then womans active, then a run through over again fixing what people fucked up...and ( Read more... )