and live in harmony harmony /headbutts stars

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[ It's just one pain in the ass after another.

Wherever it is that Kakashi's been placed now, he lands there hard, catching his elbow against the edge of a wooden table as he falls, snapping his head back in time to narrowly keep his chin from smashing against the hard floor. The impact hurts, knocks the breath from his lungs and momentarily

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[tridented]

[ And all the while, Mukuro watches, that faint smile never wavering once from his face, and it only grows sharper yet when the prickling at the base of his neck starts, and gathers in the air like static. It's anticipation and expectation and energy rolled into one, and Mukuro laughs, turning towards Kakashi. He takes a single step towards him. ]

How kind of you. [ Silly man, Mukuro's not afraid of the dark. But that's not what the gesture's for, is it? When you take someone like Kakashi (with so much to lose) and Mukuro (with everything to gain), what good would come out of it

[tridented]

[ For such a wiry man, Kakashi's surprisingly heavy (but muscle weighs more than fat, after all), and Mukuro thinks, when he's pinned, he could stop this if he wanted to, because they both know that he's more than enough match against him- maybe that's exactly why Mukuro gets such a kick out of riling Kakashi. When someone's so damn desperate like that, sometimes it's difficult to resist.

It's not like he had ever much in the way of morals anyway.

Fine, yeah, sure, if Kakashi wants to touch him though, Mukuro'll be good and stay put for that long, he'll even make an amused noise at the back of his throat, and let the weapon drop from his fingers in a detached fashion, with a muted clatter. But then, Mukuro laughs, doesn't even bat an eye when he's yanked forward and Kakashi radiates nearly red hot against him and really-

You're being greedy, aren't you? ]

And I've been generous thus far. [ This is when Mukuro rediscovers the use of his hands, clenches a fist in the front of Kakashi's vest and on, against him, dragging himself

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[ Kakashi can't remember if he's seen this before. Part of him is pretty sure he hasn't, because it's never really gotten to this point, and he watches ( half fascinated, half horrified, so he really is just like -- ) as the filter of black in his eyes changes, shifts. He doesn't miss those other sounds, either, they're distinctive and clear, snakes, how fucking fitting, and Kakashi's fingers loosen in Mukuro's hair, before they're slipping away completely. ]

Mmn.

[ He doesn't look away, he's focused intently on that eye, as his free hand moves to slide the kunai back into the belt around his waist. There's not a lot he really has to say. Once upon a time, way back, he had a lot of things to say, but he's run out since then, they're past words and idle conversation, and he's kind of tired of talking at all

[tridented]

[ Good. That's a good reaction- stop touching now, draw back, like how you should when encountered with something too hot to possibly hold safely. Except Kakashi's not doing that, is he? And neither is Mukuro, so one of them (or both) is bound to end up burned, scalded. Not that it matters.

Conversation's an easy, idle thing to play with, and in some way Mukuro enjoys it nine times out of ten, because it says so much about a person, but sometimes actions really do speak louder than words and it's left to one side. Instead, he takes the lack of loquaciousness and interprets for exactly as it is. He chuckles, more to himself than Kakashi, and idly lifts one hand, slides a slow, contemplative finger along his cheek. It tracks a smear of blood across his face, a not quite dry remnant of the cut on his palm, and Mukuro cradles Kakashi's face for one brief moment, mouth curved into a razor sharp smile. ]

Don’t you? [ The snake continues its trek upwards, raises itself to waist level and tastes the air with its tongue, tastes the two

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[ Kakashi only talks ( empty words ) because if he doesn't, he's sure that the silence will kill him.

And look at this little bitch go. Everything happens really quickly, much too quickly for his brain to absorb it all in a timely manner, his nerve endings and all the reactionary elements in his body lagging behind, not quite able to catch up with Mukuro. Kakashi doesn't even try to keep his Sharingan from activating now, it's instinctive, reflexive, it's built into who he is, just like how he can't keep the sparks of electricity from curving around his fingers and palms when his pulse spikes, and he can't --

He can't see through shit.

Mukuro's mouth closes over his own, and he's frozen for half a second, thinking, thinking, he doesn't need eye contact, but there has to be rules or guidelines, there has to be something that keeps him on a certain line, that keeps him on a particular path. Maybe they're not illusions, except -- there's no other explanation, it's impossible, maybe he's a demi-god. No, he just thinks he's a god. He

[tridented]

[ Now that’s a treat, watching Kakashi’s composure degrade further, like fine cracks forming along the surface of that unflappable mask until it all comes crumbling down in pieces, and what’s left is this- the raw urgency that’s so clearly visible in his eyes Mukuro doesn’t even need to try to read it, the kind that screams danger, danger, and evokes all sort of fight or flight instincts. It only serves to make him laugh, and he does, in between breaths and teeth and tongue.

As a general rule, skin does not make for a good conductor of electricity, but at this range, at this rate, it drips down past the surface and into his bones and there’s a crackle to the air, but he’s unaffected, how could that be? Maybe it’s an immunity built up over the years, electro shock therapy (haha).

Fifty hertz, fifty-two, and the ruins are crumbling, engulfed by flames that are going nowhere fast

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[ His head feels heavy, like it's being weighed down with copper and lead, and Kakashi isn't sure if it's from the lack of air, or if it's because of how fast his heart is beating, skipping a turn every other second. Mukuro presses against him, pushes into him, and Kakashi is leaning away from the wall, has barely enough sense to squeeze his elbow down against the side of the trident and push it aside, away from his chest

[tridented]

[ Nothing, he thinks, is probably going right, not the way Kakashi would have wanted it, not how Mukuro would have imagined it at from very start of this whole debacle, (or maybe he did, but that would be telling) that this is how it rolls out, in a painfully sharp clarity. And right now, he’s almost (is) enjoying himself, because it’s funny, how Kakashi keeps on touching even though he can feel the revulsion, the- the whatever, radiating off him and

[disillude]

[ Everything can be qualified as very easy when you're Mukuro, when you're capable of the things that he's capable of, and Kakashi thinks that, his brain stops for a second at those words like he's actually considering it, but it's still hard to really think, why isn't he thinking, he just really wants to --

( Do a lot of things. It always comes back to this, circles right back around, and Kakashi is selfish, or maybe he's not selfish enough, maybe he needs to be a little more selfish because that'll keep him alive. He wants to what, finish what you fucking start, Kakashi, come on

[tridented]

[ Maybe he wants this, maybe he wants that, but whatever, right? The wall meets him, and right now, with his neck exposed and pants halfway off and this whole motherfucking mess around them, you'd think Mukuro's at his most vulnerable, but he's not acting it at all. There's a lazy sort of assuredness in his posture, one that proclaims that everything up until now has been a careful orchestra of time and patience.

(If there's anything Mukuro's always been especially good at, it's being selfish. Take, take, take and no givebacks no returns, because he wants it all for himself and no one else.)

There must not be enough oxygen in the room anymore or maybe Mukuro's just not breathing like he should, but the flames die, asphyxiated by his own will and nothing more, and it really is very easy to do anything, anything at all, like reading the tense, strained silhouette (the room dim once more) Kakashi makes, and interpret it for what it is. The little hidden signs that his words are digging in and seeping through the cracks and below into