this was very encouraging for me to read. not sure why, but i guess it gives me hope that it is possible to learn and do things better, and if someone else can learn and do things better then i can learn too. =)
: ) i'm glad. i've been trying really hard to focus on what i can take away from this experience, and it's bolstering to know it helps someone else too.
it's *hard* to not get bogged down in the ego and feel crappy about an effort that didn't turn out well. but we can't be perfect all the time, right?
i still haven't heard back from her either. i dunno if she's busy or just ignoring my apology. i'm glad to find i don't really care. it was just one hurdle in the loooooong track that is life. my remedy is to work really hard this week and do an excellent job, to prove to myself that it was an exception, not the norm.
it does remind me of when i used to cry when i didn't get an A on my spelling tests though. funny how stuff like that pops up in the brain!
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it's *hard* to not get bogged down in the ego and feel crappy about an effort that didn't turn out well. but we can't be perfect all the time, right?
i still haven't heard back from her either. i dunno if she's busy or just ignoring my apology. i'm glad to find i don't really care. it was just one hurdle in the loooooong track that is life. my remedy is to work really hard this week and do an excellent job, to prove to myself that it was an exception, not the norm.
it does remind me of when i used to cry when i didn't get an A on my spelling tests though. funny how stuff like that pops up in the brain!
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