fic: or, gods one can believe in

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Title: or, gods one can believe in
Rating: PG, I guess?
Pairing/Characters: Jaejoong/Yoochun mostly?? Jaejoong/Yunho and Jaejoong/Changmin, if you want.
Notes: Are all first time fics supposed to be this nerve wracking?? I don't even...write DBSK fic okay. It's terrible, how did this happen. Thank you so so so so much to Tilly for being the best.

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[chinapaper]

I'M GOING TO PRETEND THIS SPOT WAS FOR ME >:(

[chinapaper]

punish me seimeikun.

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Jaejoong, however, doesn’t tell him about the burning, excruciating, overwhelming crush he’d had on Yunho for, oh, a few years and the same one that he thinks he’s finally getting himself over. Jaejoong doesn’t tell him about the part where, at one time, he wanted Yunho so badly that it hurt whenever Yunho wasn’t looking at him; when it was just him and a desperate scramble for attention, for Yunho to just look at him again, since he couldn’t have anything else.

I LOVE THIS PARAGRAPH SO MUCH I CAN'T DESCRIBE

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my secret bias for jaeho!!

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But years of stardom and skinship and always being a little too close for comfort has tempered Junsu, softened the edge enough that Junsu doesn’t shout or shudder or recoil in horror, all the things that Jaejoong wouldn’t have blamed him for doing.

UGH it is seriously so perfect.

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wtf html? ANYWAY

that probably everyone has on him because there’s something that Jaejoong has that everyone wants

sobbing I am mem-ing this fic so hard and I'm not even close to done yet u_u ♥

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... so I was close to done. uh.

Changmin doesn’t want anything from them. He just wants them all to be together, preferably forever and hopefully happy. Changmin doesn’t want anything that is unreachable; only, if it were possible - he would like them to be gods so that he would never have to give this up.

crying. Changmin.

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1. what quota :(
2. "i would almost decapitate you clare ♥".....