This is how I used to be... No more lying to myself... This is what I'm trying to get away from. And I feel confident that I'm out of it for now... So now a promise to myself to never return to that dark, lonely place. Oh... and I don't really know who Anais Nin is, although Jewel talked about her in a song... i should look that up ( Read more... )

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So, I'm a real live teacher ( Read more... )

I start work tomorrow! Holy crap! I'm part of the real world.
Soooooooooooooo nervous.

I found a dog. It followed me home when I went jogging this morning. it was sooooooooo cute. he's not here anymore, though. he was a Benji like dog. he could set and everything. So, he had to belong to someone. Karma did not like him at all ( Read more... )

I feel semi-good today ( Read more... )

So I''ll let others do it for me ( Read more... )

( Everybody goes away... )

I have lost my Magnoia soundtrack. Today I am sad. Not because have lost my Magnolia soundtrack. because I can't listen to it. and the reason why i have lost my magnolia soundtrack. So I sing the songs backwards and forwards in my deadbeat head. I think of all the things I should have said. I talk myself out of doing something stupid, at least 52 ( Read more... )

The day started out pretty bad, coe to think of it. I checked my mail and immediately saw a letter from AmSouth that I have come to recognize as a notice that I have overdrawn my account. So I immediately start to hyperventilate. That can't be possible, I think. I checked my account before the last thing I bought and it was fine. So I open it ( Read more... )