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[porphyre]

When I have said "I love you" I have said

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[porphyre]

No, it really doesn't. The word, more, is inconsiderate.

[rocket_jockey]

Ball-less.

I'm sorry your "bread of affliction" this year is less bread and more affliction. Wish we'd had you at our seder - sounds like you could use something cheerful.

[porphyre]

Seems to have been stuck that way for a few years, now, but oh well. As it goes, I suppose.

I would have done terrible things to be at a Seder this year, so especially thank you for such an offer.

[silveredmane]

I hear you - and know that cauterizing the torn place would just make it fester inside, which would be even worse, although worse is hard to imagine at this point.

I love you, Jhayne. I wish you could have been at our Seder. You might have liked it It would definitely have liked you. Your place at the table - and, for that matter, in our guestroom - permanently awaits you.

[porphyre]

I love you and I miss you. Sometimes so much that you're in my dreams. I had one where we were together just this week, but it was so very sad, we talked about dying, that I woke up absolutely sobbing, devastated that I had just missed your birthday.

[mykeamend]

I wish there was something to be said at times like these, other that I really wish and hope that things will be better for you soon. Maybe not the better you hope for right now, or maybe, but some sort of elated wonderful, whether anticipated or unexpected.

*hugs*

[porphyre]

Me. Too.

Seriously.

Also, your new project, the machine, sounds really interesting. I'm glad things on your end have started to flourish.

[mykeamend]

Well, opportunity is not exactly "flourishing" without means, but it *is* a great opportunity... which of course means "obligation". I've spent the last few weeks writing every blogger, magazine, green energy org, scrap yard, and city planning branch I can find in hopes of getting things rolling more