failing to find

[porphyre]

I'm supposed to be writing, everyone says so, (all the important people, at any rate,) but I'm so dreadfully wrecked from the terrible events of the past few weeks, including my birthday, that I feel like I'm drowning every time I turn to painting it down in words

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[revdj]

There's an I-Ching concept that I like. There is "the creative" and "the receptive" and the idea is that you cycle between these. Sometimes (and now we go from I-Ching and to my take on it) it can be a cycle that takes years, and sometimes you may go back and forth ten times in a day.

If stuff is really going on in your head, but for some reason you feel like you are drowning when you lift your pen, maybe that's You telling you that you are in a receptive part of the cycle, and what you "should" be doing is receiving, soaking it all in, and it is just not time to write yet.

Key word - "maybe" - I don't pretend to know, obviously.

Receive well, create well, I hope your night is everything.

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[revdj]

Fianlly! This is just what I was looking for.

[akka_pelah]

do let me know when you are back in vancouver. we will visit over tea and something decadent. <3 much love.

[lafinjack]

Every time everything seems to be getting decent, or at least 'normal', fate finds a way to slap us down.