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[poptartpunk00]

im so lonely @ this point..will anyone save me? does anyone even care? i need someone there to talk to. No ones there. I'm @ a loss of words. I wish i was beautiful. I wish people looked @ me like they look @ everyone else. I'm an outcast. I hate myself. I ask my self "Why am i even still here? No one will care if im gone. They wont even

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[poptartpunk00]

thanx chik...oh and eric...is eric lucky...you should know that...i hat e my past and the things ive done and the hurt ive caused people..i wish i could take it all back...thats not me..i hope he realizes that...dang i havent had any oen to care for me since him..i guess thats a good thing beside im about to drive myself off a cliff...i seem like the happiest person ever when you just look and me...but thats what i wants people to think...i cant hol it in anymore...its tearing me apart...=[..but thanx chik!....it realy means a lot..peace

love and hatred?
tweek

[poptartpunk00]

thanx you guys it really means a lot to me..it does and i truly love you all...i honestly dont know whats up with me today...but this is truly how i feel right now...i know i shouldnt be writing about it but i want someone to hear me out and understand.... i know you try to help david... and it really does...i actually smiled...it means a lot when you try to cheer me up... im a little bit better now... things just haven't been going my way lately... but i love you guys and it makes me happy just to know you care..you always know that im here for you and w.e goes on b.t us thats where it stays.. no one else knows... my only problem is htat...its weird..i can help everyone else out and solve their problems or make them feel better..but when it comes to me...i dont know what to do...i dont know..but yeah call me sometime david!..815-1612!!!..we need to hang out!!..and i want you to see my bed!..if i have to ill come get you..thats if you wanna hang out!..well i love you guys!..peace

love and hatred?
tweek

[poptartpunk00]

aight chik...oh yeah dont forget my b'day is coming up!!!!!!...im throwing a party..you should come...scew what my mom thinks..ha ha ha....