yeah...these games are fuckin dangerous and they are hurting me. im giving up with everything in general. im gunna start to not care anymore, its not worth it. AT all. The one thing i cant stand is people playing with me..causing hurt. they say one thing and then totally go against their word and change the whole ordeal around. gawd dammit. but ( Read more... )

dude im so frusterated right now. fuck you its not like i cared anyway.

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Tomorrow night i am going with Emily to her house to spend the night with Sam, Racheal,and Serena. Its going to be fun. I cant wait. Then on Saturday we are going to Eurory's birthday thing..i dont know how to spell his name ( Read more... )

Things are going well...today is 4-20. ;) Kelly might be coming over. fun fun. yah. Last night me and Mindy were talking on the phone and i seriously have never laughed so hard. i love it. lol ur a 10 babe..sorry to tell you. hah. goodtimes. this morning was fun..yah yah it was. emily and sam are going out now, its weird..im not used to it. im like ( Read more... )

man, im really confused..just really really bad mixed feelings. Im so extremly happy though. For once in a while I am happy to be who I am...and what is going on around me. ::cough:: well close enough to me ( Read more... )

your so perfect.
enough said.

ahem.

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i havent updated in a while. things are good i guess. today i just went to kristens house to hang and play the drums..i kick ass at the drums.\m/ rite.
well today Mindy called my for the first time, it was awesome. woooo. yea and thats it. im out again, because this damn journal..idk is lame and i never know wut to write.

=) eeeeeeeeeeee

ah big smiles on my face today!! i cant get them away. its haunting me. =D