today i saw corpse bride. basically magfuckingnificent. the score was so amazing. i absolutely loved every moment of it. loren and had a date. dinner with her parents then a movie. it was quite nice. i hope my shoes come in tomorrow. i got a new rvca sweater, almost a pair of seven cords( too baggy), and i almost bought a modern amusement sweater. ( Read more... )

it's official. i fucking hate everything. im up and i fell asleep at 9. i dont want to be up. i cant sleep. maybe ill take some nyquil or work out or something. i have an interview tomorrow. pf store. im pretty excited. minus the fact that i think the guy thats gonna interview me is a fucking douche bag. my birthday came and went. it was nice. i ( Read more... )

so i started school. i have one class. i dont really hate it. still dont have any insurance. maybe soon i hope. who the fuck knows. my birthday is comming up. im gonna be 21 its wierd. my mom was actually planing on leaving town for my birthday and i yelled at her. my hairs getting long. im truely thinking of cutting it pretty short. matt skiba ( Read more... )

so lately ive been writting in my book a lot lately. ive been reading a lot. and i just picked up the guitar again. its pretty fucking awesome. ive just kinda felt alone lately. not in a bad way but then again not in the best of ways. im so tired of the way my life is going. its time for a change. i think im going to start changing a lot of things ( Read more... )

god thank you. im fucking home. florida is hot, sticky, sweltering. it was fucking intesne. i had fun though. in florida. thanks to loren. my brother was really cool too. my family was awesome. kinda got on my nerves and was hard to get away from but cool non the less. it was rad. the cruise we went on was lame minus the free food and the movies. ( Read more... )

so as the days go on the harder and harder it is for me to sleep. i dont know what it is. my body wont allow me to get tired. its killing me. i desperately want to sleep. i try doing push ups, crunches. i usually lie in bed for hours thinking to myself trying to fall asleep. and thats the worst part honestly. i dont know what to do. my body aches. ( Read more... )

so today. the 4th. kinda lame in all honesty. hung out with the wife. i was thinking to myself. why was this fun to me. fireworks were so lame. i dont know. i was pretty grumpy due to finding out my neighbors would be collecting my mail and looking after my house when im gone. fuck i hate them. its official. i really want my 60 gig ipod color. not ( Read more... )

so this has been an odd day to say the least. i woke up today about 4 am to get some water only to find out that it looked as if my house was broken into. rather my backyard. my fence was broken and my dog was missing. well i was freaked out after that. i couldnt get back to sleep for another hour. i woke up went to work. i couldnt stop thinking of ( Read more... )

so i found out today that yesterday was my little sisters 14th birthday. or what would have been her 14th birthday. its so wierd for me to think about. i was six when she died. i remember my mom comming home from the hospital and asking where my little sister was. i shed a tear today. even though i know shes with me in my heart. it still really ( Read more... )

so ive been thinking a lot lately about cutting off my locks. and by that i mean my hair of course. the wife is complaining about it being too long. i dont know i really like it though. i think it could use a tiny tiny trim and to be thinned a bit but besides that i think its good. who knows. the last time i cut it was like january i think. yes i ( Read more... )