this is so far from what i would have once called ideal and yet I cannot foresee anything more ideal than this. whether this is good or bad, i do not know.

there is a part of me that is not right ( Read more... )

my eyes glaze as i walk away ( Read more... )

SHUT YOUR MOUTH ( Read more... )

was i always a sad kid? maybe. if not, then what? what can be done?

i have someone to talk to now. the internet doesn't need my hopes and fears.

i was ready to propose.

this marks the night ( Read more... )

holy shit how do i not just fall head over motherfucking heels in love right now? were it not for the hours spent on that damn mix tape i might have kissed her tonight.

FUCK YOUR DEMONS.
fuck you for seeing them.
this isn't a fucking game you know.
we can't just hide from each other.