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Mar 04, 2003 16:23

Being a senior has its ups and downs. Its nice having like 4 classes. And its nice knowing that you don't have to deal with the same crap next yr. But its kinda sad to see that everything you go thru everyday with people is for nothing. Your gonna leave and be surrounded by new people and new more adult drama. You don't get the comforts of home ( Read more... )

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I know how u feel.. anonymous March 4 2003, 15:10:19 UTC
That is so sad. The part where u say "my friends don't really know who i am" upset me. I feel that I have gotten to know u pretty well lately and im sorry that u feel that way. And u shouldnt let those meaningless ppl bring u down cuz thats all they are...meaningless. And i kinda know what u mean and i know that ppl can be cruel and its a shame that such a nice and sweet person such as urself had to be subjected to that kind of pain and torture. ppl are and always will be assholes. You just have to try to find ppl that wont judge u and that will like u for who u are instead of judging u on what they heard about u. Cuz its all bullshit anyway. Anyways keep ur chin up and just brush it all aside cuz deep down u know that ur a good person and thats all that truly matters.

Your friend,
Eric

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dont agree anonymous March 6 2003, 11:35:49 UTC
i believe its only meaningless if you make it that way. like you said shani, they have had such an impact on your life and who you are. so how can that be meaningless? life is what you make of it. things will come your way that are not of your doing but its all in how you handle them.

bardy.

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Re: dont agree anonymous March 6 2003, 11:44:29 UTC
What I meant is that she shouldn't let ppl bring her down. I didnt mean to say that their insults were meaningless cuz i know from experience that insults, when taken seriously, can have lifelong effects on a person. What I meant by saying "meaningless" is that the ppl that say that stuff are no better than she is. They obviously are pretty fucked up to stir shit up and thats what I meant by meaningless. And life is what u make of it but u just have to try not to take ppl's actions towards u too seriously because chances are, they are no better!!

Eric

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i'm in total agreement anonymous March 4 2003, 16:23:03 UTC
"I thought that given my history in this town people would understand what a sad individual I am forced to be, but no one knows or cares what reprucutions their words had on me ( ... )

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i confused anonymous March 6 2003, 11:55:19 UTC
lol, another thing im stuck on is how do the freshman in your school hold such status? i mean in mine, they are just noisy, immature, small ppl that get in the way. i dont know, maybe you guys live in the nexus of the universe. lol peace.

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Re: i confused poni03 March 6 2003, 12:15:02 UTC
well the thing is when I was a freshmen we didn't hold any status. The freshmen for the past couple yrs however feel they should so they act extra slutty and dress extra nasty and think they are big and bad. Word to the freshmen, YOU SUCK. Change out of those nasty clothes that make u look fatter than you already are. Yours not funny, sexy, smart, or cool, so shut up and wait till you grow up. I swear 14 yr olds having sex and acting all rude and nasty like that must have such incestual trashy gross families.

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Hi there anonymous March 9 2003, 11:04:29 UTC
Someone was talking about your livejournal and they gave me the link so I came to see it. I think you have a lot of courage to actually talk about half the things you do when you know that people that don't like you are going to comment back and say shit about you. I think you shouldn't even bother responding to them because it's not worth the time or energy to fight these people. Another thing, I happen to agree with you on the freshmen thing (but it's sophomores as well) and that they are basically raunchy and slutty. Oh, and I don't think you need to lose any more weight, you should probably add some on, you are rediculously skinny and it makes you look unhealthy. Lastly, I think that maybe you should take some time figuring out "who you are" and whatever and think about your actions in school because your actions speak louder than words (as lame as that sounds) and they give you the reputation you have. I have to admit that I don't particularly like you from what I've seen of you in school, but after reading your entries ( ... )

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