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2011☥
Every new year is a great starting point to try something new. To turn the tables. And every new year is exciting because of that. And it may be scary as fuck too. You can do nothing but embrace it and try to find your way in it all. If you want to make something happen, you should go for it and freakin' do it.
In my 2011 I want to: see more art & opera, read more good books and watch more good movies, have no regrets, say 'yes' more often, go with my guts, do incredibly stupid things & conquer my own weaknesses.
Oh hell, I'm up to no good. Cheers to 2011
books
01. Onder Professoren Willem Frederik Hermans (1975) - 2011/1/01
02. Frankenstein Mary Shelley (1818) - 2011/2/08
03. The Lady Who Liked Clean Restrooms J.P. Donleavy (1997) - 2011/3/13
04. White Noise Don DeLillo (1985) - 2011/4/15
05. Remainder Tom McCarthy (2005) - 2011/4/25
06. Мастер и Маргарита / The Master and Margarita Mikhail Bulgakov (1967) - 2011/6/03
07. Mrs Warren's Profession G.B. Shaw (1893) - 2011/6/18
08. Franny and Zooey J.D. Salinger (1961) - 2011/6/19
09. White Teeth Zadie Smith (2000) - 2011/7/18
10. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows White Teeth J.K. Rowling (2009) - 2011/7/28
11. B is for Bad Poetry Pamela August Russell (2009) - 2011/7/28
12. Роковые яйца / The Fatal Eggs Mikhail Bulgakov (1924) - 2011/8/4
13. Lullaby Chuck Palahniuk (2002) - 2011/?/?
14. Дворянское гнездо / Liza Ivan Turgenev (1859) - 2011/10/?
15. Невский Проспект / Nevsky Prospekt Nikolai Gogol (1835) - 2011/10/?
16. The Informers Bret Easton Ellis (1994) - 2011/10/?
17. Записки сумасшедшего / Diary of a Madman Nikolai Gogol (1835) - 2011/11/?
18. Invisble Monsters Chuck Palahniuk (1999) - 2011/11/29
movies
01. Cherry Bomb (2009) - 2011/1/01
02. Snow White (1937) - 2011/1/02
03. Easy A (2010) - 2011/1/04
04. Black Swan (2010) - 2011/1/06
05. A Single Man (2009) - 2011/1/19 •
06. Des Hommes et des Dieux (2010) -2011/1/21 ~
07. 127 Hours (2010) - 2011/1/21
08. Never Let Me Go (2010) - 2011/1/23
09. No Strings Attached (2011) - 2011/2/19
10. The King's Speech (2010) - 2011/2/21 ~
11. True Grit (2010) - 2011/2/27 ~
12. Dead Man (1995) - 2011/3/1
13. The Fall (2006) - 2011/3/15 +
14. Thank You For Smoking (2005) - 2011/4/14
15. Hævnen (2010) - 2011/4/26 ~
16. L'armée des ombres (1969) - 2011/5/02 ~
17. The Roommate (2011) - 2011/5/03
18. Die Brücke (1959) - 2011/5/16 ~
19. Rundskop (2011) - 2011/5/31 ~
20. Bobby (2006) - 2011/6/10
21. Goodfellas (2011) - 2011/6/10
22. Wanted (2008) - 2011/6/12
23. New York, I Love You (2009) - 2011/6/12
24. Elvis and Anabelle (2007) - 2011/6/14
25. Hanna (2011) - 2011/6/23
26. Julie and Julia (2009) - 2011/6/24
27. Kick-Ass (2010) - 2011/6/27
28. The Tree of Life (2011) - 2011/7/13 ~
29. The Godfather (1972) - 2011/7/20
30. The Godfather Part II (1974) - 2011/7/21
31. Chère Inconnue (1980) - 2011/7/24
32. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part Two II (2011) - 2011/7/26 ~
33. The Private Lives of Pippa Lee (2009) - 2011/8/16
34. Black Death (2010) - 2011/8/21
35. Last Night (2010) - 2011/8/22
36. Closer (2004) - 2011/8/22 × +
37. Savage Grace (2007) - 2011/8/25
38. A Guide To Recognizing Your Saints (2006) - 2011/8/26
39. All Good Things (2010) - 2011/8/30
40. She's The Man (2006) - 2011/8/30
41. Leap Year (2010) - 2011/8/30
42. Les Femmes Du 6ème Étage (2010) - 2011/9/29 ~
43. The Devil's Double (2011) - 2011/10/14 ~
44. Melancholia (2011) - 2011/11/4 ~
45. The Hurt Locker (2008) - 2011/11/24
46. The Artist (2011) - 2011/12/29 ~
47. The Hunter (2011) - 2011/12/30 ~
opera&concerts
01. Příhody Lišky Bystroušky / The Cunning Little Vixen Leoš Janáček (1924) - 2011/1/25
02. Legende Peter-Jan Wagemans (2006) - 2011/2/24
03. Billy Budd Benjamin Britten (1951) - 2011/3/16
04. Don Giovanni Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (1787) - 2011/4/11
05. Iphegénie en Aulide | Iphegénie en Taulide Christoph Willibald Gluck (1774 & 1779) - 2011/9/22
06. Elektra Richard Strauss (1909) - 2011/10/28
07. Orest Manfred Trojahn (2011) - 2011/12/26
08. Orest Manfred Trojahn (2011) - 2011/12/28
days
01. EL through JS to RR on fb, no reply - dying - 2011/1/15
02. Reply from JS, RR 'witch' original trademark - and just like that, I was out of love, hooray! - 2011/1/17
03. I MOVED TO A.! :D:D:D:D:D Unbelievable; I am now on my own - 2011/1/27
04. SES night; home with FW. "There was no p." - kill me - 2011/2/02
05. Colombine Valentine's party where I broke a record; 3 - 2011/2/11
06. Sd with MS; better than expected. Want his approval. - 2011/2/22
07. Space pancakes, oh wow. - 2011/2/25
08. Confron avec RR; rose -- no rose. No handshake, but still, peace? Might not believe. - 2011/3/05
09. CONTACT LENSES. rejoice! and on 8th for real - 2011/3/07
10. St Patrick's Day; the bad sort of change. - 2011/3/17
11. Schiermonnikoog - jumped from balcony on trampoline. Ouch! - 2011/3/26
12. The day I found out my lower left vertebral column is broken and decided not to go to the Baltics - 2011/3/30
13. CONGRESS! Big succes. Karel van Wolferen, yes plz - 2011/4/13
14. Queen's Day and I am rejecting my friends feeling horrible; drink w. - 2011/4/30
15. Bpop, nice for a change. Kiss with DM, intense & fun. - 2011/5/05
16. My birthday - nothing special @Woodstock, rain, and a lot of wind- 2011/5/15
17. SD with DM -- dunno what to say "too tight". D: lazy and boring, I: in want of approval. Both got nothing. - 2011/5/16
18. After match, got the spirit again! Use of pompidoms. Got my swag back? Summer in mei. - 2011/5/28
19. Heard that BAC II will not count for my p, thus failing this year. Confirmed next day. - 2011/6/16
20. Family day @ Z! Nice presents, found out I want to raise future kids in the country - 2011/6/19
21. NK and NC visited [NK and I; he smells the best I ever had and NC and SR]. - 2011/7/18
22. Gay Parade in Amsterdam with Emma Prinsengracht/Vijzel - 2011/8/6
23. Out with Laura; de Kleine, kiss random. Harry Potter, batshit crazy. - 2011/8/7
24. A job! - 2011/8/8
25. LvS came to my house, oh I lied when I shouldn't have and didn't lie when I should have, my intimacy issues. - 2011/8/9
26. First day of work: 10 3/4 hours, dirty, exhausted, wasp, muscle pain. Was nice though. - 2011/8/20
27. Cycle racing at USC, oh boy, it was good. I am good. - 2011/9/05
28. Member of Particolarte! & got my brace removed :) - 2011/9/12
29. Date with the ~40-year-old. Oh kill me now, you are ridiculous and a tragedy. - 2011/9/17
30. Texel weekend with Particolarte. Almost things with FS - 2011/9/30 - 10/2
31. P-party, closer with DH - panda/puss - 2011/10/6
32. Called in sick, like a coward - 2011/10/9
33. Exam, St Petersburg - Mosocw trip: booked!, Hermitage - 2011/10/26
34. Oh cancellation of everthing brave ever in me, disgusting till the bone - Okura. - 2011/10/30
35. Bar opening Particolarte - MB opens up about Parti-corporaal - 2011/10/31
36. EA is a fake filthy bitch - complete deception, hurt - 2011/11/2
37. EA her birthday, make-pretend. KC is no more. - 2011/10/4
38. Wild Beasts - Parti borrel - Biking 25 km to H at 04.00 - 2011/11/7
39. Party GJA, unknown in the shower - 2011/11/12
40. After a hideous fake week, bartraining. Food poisoning, 6x. - 2011/11/20
41. After a barshift previous night at Parti with LR and sleeping at her's dream about RR, still not out of love - 2011/11/22
42. Homerus Club! - 2011/11/28
43. Hahaha a mouse. Or is it a rat? - 2011/12/11
44. Oh wait, it is a rat :). Going to H. - 2011/12/12
45. Memorial LJvH. Met the perfect man, PB. YES more of him please! Exam blah. - 2011/12/14
46. A kiss for pianoboy. - 2011/12/16
47. Christmasdinner & gala. Not kissing with SR. NL didn't work. Kiss random. Confrontation with X, oh God I am horrible. Crying, kissing random. - 2011/12/23
travelling
01.Brussels (it sucked, all because of me)- 2011/5/06 - 5/08
02. Portugal - Albufeira with KC. Not that good, oh I am hopelessly inferior - 2011/7/01 - 7/08
03. Scotland - Edinburgh with Santal ♥ heavenly, beautiful, magical. - 2011/7/09 - 7/13
04. Scotland - Glasgow on my own, where I met myself. I am enstranged of love. Beauty. - 2011/7/13 - 7/15
× ; re-watch, re-read
• ; a heartbreaking work of staggering beauty
+ ; yesyesyes extraordinary
~ ; cinema
I am afraid, afraid of losing time.
You are the race and I'll be racing your mind.