The matter of friends

[polycreature]

I'm happy to announce that I'm no longer pining for friends. I would still like that one friend who spoke to me, speaks to me, and loves as deeply as I do, but it doesn't feel so urgent anymore. As though I know this kind of thing only comes with time, patience, and knowing myself. And since I don't have a really firm grasp on myself at the

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[onezeronothing]

Wow. That essay on what you believe in inspired me to write my own... but, I'm completely procrastinating. But still... wow. I loved it. I can honestly say you're a much better person than I am.

[polycreature]

Not really. Just because I believe in something doesn't mean I always live up to it. X) *snerk* No, really. I don't. Trust and honesty stuff. I dunno, it's something I don't want to don't feel ready to live up to right now. I mean there're lies to myself that I have to detangle. I speak from experience on that one. Mmf.

You mentioned meditating. It's good. Calms you down and all that stuff. I'm guilty of quitting after reaping the benefits myself. But it's kind of like taking a shower. You get clean, and you feel great, but eventually you just get dirty again. It's like mental hygiene or something, only it's easier to lose track of when your brain is getting dirty. *reminded, goes off to meditate* Time for a brain shower. Bwehehe.

[onezeronothing]

...So that's why my mother keeps mentioning this show-er-ing thing...

[inebriatdembryo]

ne, is it ok I add you to my friends list and we converse sometime? i found you through the anotherkin community ^_^