Rehearsal is driving me into hysteria.

[polkadot_magic]

Ok. I am breathing deeply. I am calming down. I am trying to pretend that I do not feel like absolute crap.

The cast cannot take notes. There are a few performers that do take notes, that do commit. One in particular ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT SHE IS DOING. And I like her. A lot. But on the whole, they don't take direction, they don't care, and they are

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So I'm lonely.

[sir_lorem_ipsum]

I'm in school right now, in study hall, and I was just thinking, Yay, English is next, I see Si, but I don't, and that's sad. When I started typing in the subject line, "Someone shares your sentiments" popped up, which, I think, was one of the first messages I ever left for you. I am lonely, but I also have to write an ITR, and I was called to guidance because I have a dismal grade in Algebra, all because I forgot to hand something in. So I don't have much time to write. But I miss you and love you. I hope you're enjoying your day off. I will txt you a picture of Allie later, because her costume is wonderful. I forgot about costumes, of course. Brundibar will be fun, I'm sure. I told Hersh I would do stuff for him, and he said, "Okay, if you want." He obviously doesn't care. Drik lots of tea and get better. Love, Your Joshua

Re: So I'm lonely.

[polkadot_magic]

Oh, I needed to hear from you. I wish it wasn't you being sad, though... I wish I was with you. I am feeling better than I did this morning, which is about the same as I felt last night. I'll be in tomorrow. I have to be. You will have to tell me how Brundibar goes, and all about the theatre classes I missed, and about English, and costumes and such. I love you I love you I love you.