Tonight.

She's not in love with me anymore. She needs to be alone to get sober.

I feel like an empty shell of a person who had a life, a love, everything...now, I have nothing.

All my dreams are over. The one person who understood me the most, loved me the most, shared everything with me...doesn't want to be with me anymore.

It's over.

This past Tuesday, I finally got my 10g PTFE plugs in the mail, so I finally did my second stretch ( Read more... )

It's 11:07pm. I'm stoned, and a little tired ( Read more... )

About two weeks ago, I ordered myself a pair of black pyrex glass ear plugs in a 12g size (2.0mm). I bought a taper last night, and with Linda's help and a couple of pliers, we got my captive bead earrings out. Lubed up that taper, and popped in my ear plugs. VOILA! It was incredibly easy, and I felt no pain whatsoever, except for a very slight ( Read more... )

are you still alive and kicking?

I haven't heard from you in a while. I emailed you a few months back but never heard back.

you ok?

Saw "Walk the Line" last night. It was fucking great! There were some inaccuracies, but hey, that's Hollywood for ya.

Johnny Cash rules.

I think I'm becoming very oversexed.

That is all.

Cornflower
You scored 33% exotic, 30% fragile, and 66% complex! My reading of your spiritual petals says you're tenacious and down-to-earth.

Traditional flower symbolism, however, says that Cornflower stands for delicacy and refinement.

Now you might have to get a third opinion.
Your opposite is the Bauhinia. (Yes, I wouldn't know what that ( Read more... )

Sunday night, I was so tired after smoking dope all day, that I crashed at about 8:30pm. I shit you not. I woke up at around 6:30am, but got up at 7. I felt so refreshed. Despite the fact that it was busy as hell at work yesterday, I didn't care, because I was AWAKE! OMG ( Read more... )

I am so baked off my ass. I'm listening to this Tori song on repeat. I've been known to have profound revelations while being high and listening to this song, but tonight I'm still waiting.

Oh, also. Look up the names of Yaldaboath, Saklasa and Samael. It's a nice little bit of Gnostic belief. Beautiful stuff.

Original SinsualityThere was a ( Read more... )