ugh.

maggie<3.

i seriously really honest to god want to die.
i always promise myself i wont get to close to people.
then i do. then i get hurt.

why cant i be a good person?
why cant i keep friends?
why cant people just be honest with me?

seriously.
i really just cant live with this.

i went to work today, and we closed an hour later.
then i picked up molly
and we watched tv and napped
the watch world trade center

AND TOMORROW IS A SNOW DAY.
call to sled with us!

i visited maggie today
and she is doing sooo good.
it was really nice to see her
and i hella miss her already.

i think its really depressing that tucker is telling people i hate him
thats fucking ridiculous.

ugh i just love maggie haha
and joe herrick. and tracey. and the newly bald peyton.

and jae duh. an dmolly of course.

ANDI MISS GARRETT

also i am going to visit maggie tomorrow.
with joe and tracey.

im really glad i get to see her,
and i think its good that she sees people.

feel better girl, we love you.

so GO COLTS

and i <3 the l word, duh.
and i LOVE garrett
funniest 14 year old alive.
totally illegal haha.

this weekend was good.
even friday.

i would update about it.
but im lazy.

i'm glad i have the friends i do.
they make life fun, and i dont hate my job
and thats nice, its boring, but easy money.

life is okay =)

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also a fire hydrant exploded near my house
and it froze beautifully


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Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh? Should I try it harder
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I want to be a good woman
And I want, for you to be a good man.
This is why I will be leaving
And this is why, I can’t see you no more.
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever

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