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[plumerai]

i've spent so much time being sad in the name of finding myself. even before R came into my life, i've always dealt with that sweeping sadness. i don't want a life of blind happiness, but this sadness is so stagnating at this point

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[anonymous]

Sounds like this whole "veneer of politeness" thing is what's exhausting to you. There was this sentence in one of the stories in last year's Chicago Reader fiction edition that I can't forget: "It's as if she's trying on emotions that should come naturally. Now she's 'laughing.' Now she's 'interested.'"

What I'm trying to say is, I understand. I'm also issue fishin', as it's a "shrinkage" day.

MissThing

hello, you have not posted in a few days

[crimsontulip]

I would walk with you.You wouldn't have to say anything, but unfortunately I am too far away.I need to read more of your journal, I also need to get other stuff done to though.

Smoking pot dancing and hot bath are my favorites.I really want to find that song walk on by neil young, fuck.

Well I hope your day is going o.k., lamb