na*ha*i3*: youre not that special

ok so i have a boyfriend and the only time he EVER talks about being happy or doing something he likes is times when he isnt with me. when we hang out, apparently..its never fun. i may sound pessimistic but whooo cares, who ISNT pessimistic on livejournal! anyway...im thinking of maybe distancing myself. getting a few (more like10) time consuming ( Read more... )

most of this garbage i write that these people seem to like is about you and how i let you infect my life.

i am chicken little..and the sky is fucking falling.

i need to stop thinking with my emotions and use my brain. i should have stayed and starved in san diego. life would be good if i was incoherent.

for those of you who actually know me...you would know i have been through a lot of shit...and do you know what is frusterating? having someone who gets everything they want and lives in a gated community tell me that im a typical 16 year old girl, and they are so much more mature than i am. THAT is soooo frusterating.

please tell me if u think this is balanced love in anyway?

daddyimafool2cry: if u thought i was dead, and only a year pasted by, would u get another girlfriend?

FallsTuPieces: yea prolly

daddyimafool2cry: oh.

FallsTuPieces: if i was on a desert isle, and everyone thought i was dead. but when i came back to ur house, wud there be another person ( Read more... )

1.Have you ever been attracted to someone of your same sex ( Read more... )

i would have to say that...all my lj friends are dramatic wannabe artsy self imposed angst whiners. with the acception of 2, who arent teenagers...thank god ( Read more... )

apparently all i do is try to start fights...im a badbad kid and a TERRIBLE girlfriend. fuck me forever.

do you think being dependent on someone is a bad thing? because i do. i think its terrible. therefore, i got myself into a terrible mess. im absolutely dependent on you. 100%. im a complete idiot. seriously. every stupid day and every stupid hour consists of me moping around because im not with you which is fucking retarded if you ask me. ( Read more... )