SIGH!

[playmateof2001j]

so yeah worked today from 10-6...had it planned to go and have a girls nite with amanda cause she was sick and i was gonna go and take care of her...so i called her when i got outta work to let her know that i had a few things to do at home then i was gonna come over....she said she was really sick and throwing up so to call before i came over

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[devilplaygirl]

Srry babes that i was sleeping...i needed it i got some good sleep last night so it was better for me...but yeah ive wanted to hang out with u but uve been busy to even hang out with me...uve been out with jen and lisa and stuff like that and ive been bumming around...i even feel like im losing my bestfriend to other people...because something is missing...i dunno ive feeled replaced by everyone latly...i just wish everyone called me like they used too and always have people over....i used to have someone over my house everyday...and now it just never happens anymore...i dunno i think people are just getting bored with me and im not fun nemore...maybe its because i dont drink and party hard nemore...i dunno...i just feel left out of everything now...i mean everyone used to call me to go places like i was the first person they would call to go pa rty...but no one does it nemore...and u all know that im the party girl and wants to get in the action but it seems everyone forgot about me like im on the bottom of the food chain or

[playmateof2001j]

amanda i try to call you and hang out...it just seems to me that everytime that i try to call you, you are always with chris and you dont want to go out and do anything! ive tried to call a couple time and you didnt want to go...we need to have girls nite's out again like we used to...i know you want to have people over your house all the time like you used to but the problem is your never at your house...your always at chris's house...you even said that you hate ur house...i want to hang out with you i miss you i miss how things used to be....i know that you dont party all the time anymore...i dont need to party and drink to have fun...i just want to hang out with you more cause i miss you...i miss how we used to see each other everyday....i miss it...us just going out and goofing around...and crusin gratiot and just having fun...we need to hang out more...me and jen just recently started hanging out and thats cause i was sick of sitting at home by meself all the time...i wanted to go out and meet people so i could get out of my