tonight was adams dance recitial
it was very nice
he danced amazingly,
he is a very sexy boy

i went with val and mar, and i miss those girls dearly
i miss all the girls really
i say, this summer, we do another little spend the night get together
before we "go off to college", or just plain forget each other

miss jessica-
i miss you dearly. i'm sorry ( Read more... )

i'm tired of all the people who are supposed to understand
and don't
maybe i expect to much
but weren't you supposed to be able to tell?
sorry for not being good enough
i was just in a horrible mood
again...

again

and so tonight to celebrate i will poison myself.
another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.
so i close the door and rest ( Read more... )

since ellen is being superific, and not coming to physics tomorrow for her birthday....


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::much thanks to amy and marlene::

timmy.is.dead

...rest in peace...

didyouknowimissyou

It's not that I don't trust you,
I just know what you've been up to
You're down for sellin me out,
while I play dumb
it's cool cause I let you
forget the letters that I kept,
this is another I won't send

( we're only friends (yeah real good friends) I bet.... )