Comments | plaidtuchpherd: i'm 93 & your thirteen

plaidtuchpherd

i'm 93 & your thirteen

Nov 24, 2005 03:31

I call'd the suicide hotline this morning because there was nobody else to talk to at 3:30 a.m. I had the sweating flu, this is my 73rd hour awake, though I almost fell asleep on my feet at Kinko's to-day . . Why am I working so hard for rewards that never come?

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airleth November 24 2005, 20:51:26 UTC

Damnit, I've been up for days. You could have talked to me.
I certainly wasn't asleep.
Yes, it is possibble to love and not be loved in return. Its also possible to be oblivious of everyone around you. It h appens all of the time.
WTF I finally slept and after just waking up, I find it to be almost 4:00pm.
My day is deadddd deadasdadad..

plaidtuchpherd November 24 2005, 22:45:30 UTC

I know...before I got the new job every day was like, I fall asleep for 2 hours every 3 days at 5 am, and trip through the rest of the day like an old man, then sleep daily for a week waking up at 3 in the afternoon.
j00 werent online, or were asleep at the time...I'm online so infrequently its hard to match up..and there's certainly no body in davis D:
lovelove <33z

airleth November 24 2005, 23:01:42 UTC

I was online, maybe msn was screwing up at that time or somesuch. Those bitches.
This is why the Rain needs to fall in Toronto.

thirstybusiness December 3 2005, 08:50:51 UTC

it was a big step making that call
i'm glad u did. its a positive outlet
i'm also glad the dude was pleasant. they must be some incredible folk
the hotline operators.
much love dear rain. i hope ur spirits are lifting as the seconds pass.

plaidtuchpherd December 3 2005, 09:18:24 UTC

yeah it is pleasant although a little prescribed, but what else can they do in 5 minutes you know? and its strange how talking to strangers suddenly makes you stop crying
like i got in a fight with my mom and she gave me a black eye and now everybody at work asks about it and its weird because when i think about being with her instead of with somebody else i feel angry and hurt and sad inside but when i have to tell someone else about it i skirt the subject and act cold and hard or i laugh about it,..
also the hotline man gave me a number for counselors for low-income people so that's awesome, because i think my parents might pull my health care when i leave them, well i wouldn't put it past them anyway. :/

tick tock time takes forever
2 more years in america?!
tick tick tock