it is 5:20 am and i have not yet been to bed ( Read more... )

it looks like i probably won't get enough money to go to france

i think i'm getting pretty close to dying of disappointment

there is never enough money

why did i even bother getting my hopes up

anyone have any good ideas for stress-relieving?

help help

Congrats to.....

LEAH!

for chosing a college! Hurrah

I don't have really anything to say except that i haven't been able to eat or sleep for the last couple of days. I mean i can eat, but not very much and nothing is satisfying. it's really rather annoying. mostly the sleeping part is annoying. i went to bed at 4 last night, didn't nap at all today, and now it's approaching 2 am and i'm still up. i ( Read more... )

 The bold ones are those that I can personally relate to.

my brain looks like mush.
ew.
.
.
.
.
.

most the time i think y'all are crazy. but then again, i did just say y'all.

I hardly ever seem to let on how much everything affects me. I keep making the same harmful decisions. I don't even know what I want though and I never seem to know that I've made a harmful decision until after the fact ( Read more... )

            So it’s nearly two in the morning before the start of finals week. Except I only have one final test (Japanese) and one final paper revision due. So I’m bored senseless most of the time. I have to work at freaking DQ over spring break, because they offered and I can’t say no to money. Mmmm, money.

Okay, so I have to brag ( Read more... )