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Apr 08, 2004 10:55

I had something of an emotional breakdown last night. I cried and cried about how socially crippled i feel. I've never done "normal teenager" things. I went to my first unchaperoned concert when i was 18. My first "typical" party (including alcohol, little parental supervision, etc) when i was, again 18. And it wasn't even a friend of mine, but a ( Read more... )

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kendiefox April 9 2004, 06:56:49 UTC
Um, I love you? There is really nothing that I can say to that, is there? I don't think you're boring. Nerdy, yes, but so am I. I love you. Call me whenever.

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Being "normal" vasyadreams April 9 2004, 11:30:15 UTC
You know, I think being a normal teenager is over rated. Crazy parties? Heh, sounds like trouble to me. The parties I've been to are all mine(except for ppl's birthdays). Adult supervised though. Anyways, a girl never knows where she's gonna end up in one of those large teen parties especially if alcohal is involved. I've been drunk before, ya, but that's within the safety of my family. As for being a part of the group, there are times when I'd say the company of a good book is much more interesting than the company of "normal" bafoons. Concerts? Seen one at the rodeo with my mom. That's it. Haven't had the urge to go out and be among thousands of yelling people all squished together, sorry. Sure a person gets lonely every now and then. That's the point of having friends. For company. Other than that I don't see the point. My brother was probably among the normal crowd when he was in high school. Of course his mind was out on drugs a lot of the time. Took a 40 question math test, know how many of those questions he even understood? 2 ( ... )

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