I can't even remember the last time I posted to my journal but since I'm in Rhode Island I feel like I have something to say. Here's the breakdown of my life, as it appears to me currently
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it is what we all do... unless, of course, we want to be that 35 year old who still runs around in their letter jacket and attends every game at the high school they graduated from, sending their kids to said school...
really, when your option is that, the temporary loneliness doesn't seem so depressing in comparison.
It's true. Although I have a special place in my heart for Myrtle Beach and South Carolina - who's to say I won't want to go back one day - I have to try to find what I'm looking for. Once I figure that out, I'm home free!
PS I hope the preperation for your show is coming along. I know how hard it can be to get the help you need and it can feel a little overwhelming, but I know it will be worth it!
haha- yeah. I've been busy trying to align my production crew, making rough drawings of what I want the show to look like (as no one wants to design my set, yet), and all anyone wants to talk to me about these days is auditions and casting... but you've been there, so you know what I'm talking about.
hopefully you know this is nadiyah...lilyjaderoseOctober 27 2007, 06:20:11 UTC
well it sounds like you're having fun, all while finding yourself. rhode island? that's rather random. but hey, i'm happy if you're happy, and believe me babe, no matter how bad the play it's still good because you got the part, and some poor lady didn't. it's all a set up you see for that big day you win a Tony. (and i still want you and only you to direct my play even if that means waiting years or having it done in rhode island. i do have to finish it first) :)
i remember when i first moved away from myrtle beach. it was really hard and scary and i wasnt even nearly as positive as you. i didnt think anything would ever improve and i'd be poor forever. im not. im doing fine and i have a lot of wonderful lovely people in my life here. i grew up too. the same will happen for you, you will grow in different ways... a lot will change one day out of what seems to be nowhere...its really interesting and beautiful and worth it.
Thanks Sam. I've actually thought about your experience lately and remembered how unsure you were at first. And how much it seems (from your lj entries, because I am lame and have never just called you) that you have found a place for yourself in Asheville. I appreciate the reminder and confidence boost. And you should know that I think you're pretty awesome and if you ever find your way up here for some reason you should visit me. By then I'll have some fabulous things to show you, I feel sure about that!
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unless, of course, we want to be that 35 year old who still runs around in their letter jacket and attends every game at the high school they graduated from, sending their kids to said school...
really, when your option is that, the temporary loneliness doesn't seem so depressing in comparison.
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PS I hope the preperation for your show is coming along. I know how hard it can be to get the help you need and it can feel a little overwhelming, but I know it will be worth it!
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yeah.
I've been busy trying to align my production crew, making rough drawings of what I want the show to look like (as no one wants to design my set, yet), and all anyone wants to talk to me about these days is auditions and casting...
but you've been there, so you know what I'm talking about.
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