Funny. I always remember that the beautiful ones aren't eternally happy by looking at you. I try so hard to steer clear of those horrible things too. I'm slipping pretty badly. I'd mother you if I could, but having one "childe" is difficult enough; and you would be the second one who was three years older than me. Besides, you're much more rational; you're more the mother at most times it feels like. Do you obsess about pasts that aren't your's? Feel cheated out of futures that you feel should have been your's? Lie awake at night with the whole world on fire and the sound of agonized screams and the synthetic feel of your knuckle and nails breaking something beautiful yet hideous? Maybe that's just me. I sometimes feel freer to talk on your journal than I do on my own. I can't wait to visit you. I miss you so much.
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I'd mother you if I could, but having one "childe" is difficult enough; and you would be the second one who was three years older than me. Besides, you're much more rational; you're more the mother at most times it feels like.
Do you obsess about pasts that aren't your's? Feel cheated out of futures that you feel should have been your's? Lie awake at night with the whole world on fire and the sound of agonized screams and the synthetic feel of your knuckle and nails breaking something beautiful yet hideous? Maybe that's just me. I sometimes feel freer to talk on your journal than I do on my own.
I can't wait to visit you. I miss you so much.
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