LJ Idol: Black Rainbow

[pixiebelle]

CW: Fertility and cancer.

When I was younger, I made the mistake of having the same therapist as my partner.

As I sat in her office, a pillow in my lap and tears in my eyes, I confessed to her that I was thinking of leaving my boyfriend.

“Why? Aren’t things going well for the two of you?”

“Well yes,” I said. “Very well. I have never been so

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[bleodswean]

Only this - *HUGS*

[banana_galaxy]

*hugs* This has been quite a journey for you, hasn't it? I can't even imagine experiencing it firsthand, but I think you captured it pretty well with words.

[adoptedwriter]

Hugs. Cancer sux in so many ways.

[viagra]

This hits pretty close to home for me. I just turned 37 a few days ago, and, while my husband and I have talked about the possibility of kids, it's seeming more and more like it won't actually be a reality. It's not anything in particular on his end that's stopping us, just... life getting in the way. But the more birthdays pass, the more I wonder if I'll ever actually get to be a dad like I've wanted for a long time.

Never say never, I suppose, but it's very hard at a certain point to say that "it could still happen" with nearly as much confidence. I wish you the best of luck. :)

[static_abyss]

Sending you lots of hugs.