Everytime you walk away
I fall to pieces
I guess you already know that
the question is...

do you care?

i wish i could just tell you how i felt, but i can't. And unless you're reading this, which i know you're not, you may never know. and it tears me in half because i want you to know. no matter the outcome.

This is what i think of you. I wonder now why i wasted so much of my time on you. You two know who you are. Sing along assholes...you'll be hearing this alot.

( this ones for you fucker )

"If i had a star for everytime i fell in love with that smile of yours, i would be holding the galaxy in my hands."

and its true. everytime i tell myself that i'd forgotten about you, i take one look at that smile...and forget all about forgetting you.

sucks...huh?

Hmm, it is now officially 2005. i hope this year will be better then the last. I spent the day with angie and jessy, which was fun. i had a muy tasty drink, and a very tasty cum pie...(caramel apple empanada, if u want to hear the story ask me ( Read more... )

Its a constant feeling...to wait...to sit here and see you and have so much to say...but you wont listen. I want you to hear me...to feel what i have to say. Even if you dont agree, just here me out. It hurts so bad to have to be here and see you, and know that i will never be with you ( Read more... )

New Years Eve is quickly approaching, and i find myself wondering how i will ring it in this year. Will it be where i really want to be...with you. In the safety of your arms, any hurt diminished by your kisses? And as the ball drops, i start over with you.

hey, i can dream cant I?

I am a terrible person...but gavin might enjoy this.


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It seems like i have sat here forever, thinking of you. When i close my eyes, i see your face, until i open them, and you're gone. And i am left with an emptiness inside that only you can fill. No matter what i say, one thing is forever constant; i would still give a thousand tomorrows for one single yesterday with you. But what if i never had that ( Read more... )

okay well, i was over jessy's house last night and once we got home from michelles, i sat there and pondered what the hell i was going to say to jerry. and drove myself insane in the process. so since i can;t function normally, i am going to list all the shit thats on my mind. its time to be honest here ( Read more... )

ehh...i need to talk to someone. Not just anyone, but you all know who. this is sad. I seriously just need to get all this out. Because i really like him, and it drives me crazy to sit in the in the same room, and not throw myself on him. ehh, too much information...right?

i heart .....!!!