sometimes i wish it felt like somebody gave a shit.

im sitting in my room.im all alone.alone with my thoughts and my emotions.both of which i dont understand.all i want is to know why things work out the way they do.why im alone now and unhappy.why it feels like everyone i want to talk to could care less and thinks i just wine a lot.why people pretend to be your friends but just go behind your back ( Read more... )

damn i havent looked at my livejournal profile in days and i just did and its all a lie now hahahaha.....but ya last night was pretty dope, bar night, know what im sayin niggas was hella drunk and shit.....i did the thizzle dance one time and saw a girl i havent seen since i was a fat kid...and i hella wanted to make out with her....but when girls ( Read more... )

i seriously feel like im losing my mind....all i want is somebody to talk about all this shit with and i have nobody....in 2 hours i have to go to work and pretend im happy like every fucking day....i hope i can get the day off and just get really stoned with sayeed

i had a really big entry ready but then my computer got rid of it, i dont feel like typing it again so im just gonna hit the main points ( Read more... )

so this was an interesting weekend, i found out about james yesterday and that really sucks.....i hadnt seen him in like hella days and now ill never get to see him again, thats really fucked up.....now me and jessica are taking a break....that really sucks, i hope things get better and we can be together.....i always fuck anything good that comes ( Read more... )

ive been up since 6 cuz i went to bed at like 7 o'clock last night and im hell of hungry but i dont want to eat because i want to go out to breakfast but nobodys awake to go to breakfast with me so i guess what im trying to say is somebody wake up.

ok so the future is really scaring me....senior year is getting very close to an end and i have absolutely no plans for the future.....even if i went to school i dont even know what id want to study....im so jealous of everyone who has a plan and a future, im so afraid that when im 20 im still gonna be working at caffino and living in the same ( Read more... )

I'm sick of not having any friends.....its been like 2 weeks since i hung out with anyone, what the hell did i do to everyone to make them hate me? i guess all those years of being a dick caught up to me.....i guess i could also just call people but why should i do that when i feel like the person im calling just hates me and wants me to stop ( Read more... )

but i just got a hold of steve and were on our way to moons over my hammy