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[pittlers]

  Huh.  I guess I knew this, but it's getting kind of silly how I still think and act the same even knowing it: I rely on external things too much to make me happy.  I wait for other people to come to me instead of seeking them out, both the people I know and love and those I don't know yet.  I wait for things to fall in place on their own instead

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[_coldlightofday]

I hear ya homie. Most people are followers to some extent. I think "following the heard" so to speak is just a very basic part of human nature. If it wasn't, we wouldn't have civilization. So I guess I'm trying to say it's normal? Lol.