it isn't what it was

[pitt505]

there's a quote from a movie (title is slipping my mind right now) that has continously been stuck in my head for a while now.. "when is enough, enough?" to which is answered "never... never is it ever enough when it has to do with love". i've been telling myself that multlple times a day, for months. but then doubt sets in, and my trust leaves

Comments

[salfantastique]

listen brother...i've been quietly proud of you for standing steadfast this long. today i was actually playing back everything going on in my, as well as all my friends', life/lives, and couldn't help but be amazed with the guts you are showing by broadcasting your unwillingness to flinch, to drop it all and fade off into the horizon. unfortunately, courage doesn't always pay off with a victory, lest it be the proverbial "moral" category. the flip side of this coin is, should your world crumble apart, you are quite capable of building it back up piece by piece. look how far you've gotten to this point? the one thing i will ask is that you not let this swallow you whole. let it take a chunk, leave a scar, and soon enough whatever wound may (or may not, if we deal with preference) have been left behind will heal. you're better than you give yourself credit for, and well worth more the credit you've been recieving. but that's me, i'm biased.

you're my boy blue. jackass.