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[piratesrokmysox]

This should not matter, I should not care, but I am incapable of changing myself into someone who does not expect perfection.

I am not strong. Without Ms. Jessen and my friends who are being incalculably kind, I could not do this.

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[beach_n_bikini]

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[ifound_paradise]

When I was in fourth grade, I was sent to the thinking spot because I was laughing too much at a joke this kid named Aaron made. I cried the entire time I was in the thinking spot, because even when I was 10 I thought that I had to be perfect. That sucks, because I am nowhere near perfect, and most of the time I'm angry with myself for not trying harder to achieve perfection and how I'm not strong enough or disciplined enough to push myself through. But I need moral support most of the time just so that I can keep standing, and I really don't think that any of us would survive without each other. We definitely wouldn't be who we are right now. That's not weakness. Everyone on Earth needs someone else to help them keep going. Somehow, we just got lucky and ended up with a lot of really amazing people. So don't think that you aren't strong, because being strong doesn't only mean not needing help. And don't think that this doesn't matter. Maybe it would be better if you could just forget about it, but I know that you can't because if I

[ifound_paradise]

Oh man, I reread that and I think I've been watching too much Grey's Anatomy.

[storminparadise]

Maybe just a little Rach! <3

Liv,
I know that this is going to hurt you for a while and I also know that you're going to try your hardest to put on a happy face, because that's what you do. But know that it is always okay to come to any of us for help or for a shoulder to cry on. Like Rachie said, being strong isn't just about not needing help, sometimes it's about asking for help when you know you can't do it on your own. We are always always here for you, no matter what happens because that is what friends are for. We don't do any of that live together die alone crap, we live together and die together, and I'm always here to die with you. That sounds really strange now that I've said it, but I know you'll understand the sentiment so I won't delete it.

It will get easier after today.
I love you to tiny little smithereens.
And at least you can spell incalculably.